Fcking hell just had a dream where i had an autistic breakdown. It was a weird dream as alwyas but it was me getting frustrated over the lack of answers for the repairs of the airconditioning and ive been trying to be patient bc for some wild reason the technician brings his whole gamily including 3 young kids who he teaches throughout. So instead of answering my question he’s planning a group presentation with his kids explaining it to me. They nade me wait way too long and as the kid was slowly explainong i got overwheled by my emotion and cut him off and cried and apologized, asking them to stop. Told them i was a special needs child, tried to calm down while they were just staring and eventually pleaded to just answer me directly. The kids were fine but the dad flew into a fit of rage and bro laid a hand on me. At first i was shocked and crying but thank goodness my love for myself triumphed and 10 seconds later i fought back and kicked him in the balls telling hin hes a pos being like “you think ur being a good father acting violent in front of ur kids? Pos”

And then i woke up. It was very wild but the emotions were actually very intense ans genuine. Even the violent part was lowkey triggering. Im so happy dream tanz responded appropriately to protect me ☺️