Hey guys, hi, hello. I've got plenty of embarrassing stories to share. Let's start out with my first rp mistake.

I started out on discussion boards in the animanga community first and foremost. Eons ago, there used to be a Yugioh discussion forum that maintained its own online dueling system and everything. So naturally, I became accustomed to the idea that everything was meant to be discussion-based, not actually making up characters and playing them. Not long after the site closed, I found myself looking for a new place, and somehow stumbled onto a Naruto site. Of course I thought it was a discussion board, not realizing it was an rp forum, so my joining username was something like "animeroxx12" cause you know, roxx was edgier than rocks, and I was 12 at the time, it made tooootal sense. After I found out it was actually an rp board, I tested it out. But you know what I did on a Naruto site?

You wanna know?

I made Bleach and Yugioh canon characters on this site. The memory of it all haunts me to this day.

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Now this story is a bit more extreme but this is because I was a 15 year old dumbass with a big mouth and didn't consider the consequences of what I was telling this person.

I had an rp friend I talked to almost daily, little did I know that before we'd met, she'd dated the head admin of the site we were a part of, and broke up with some bad blood. Somehow the two patched things up and she helped staff the site eventually. The head admin, however, was more or less a fill-in given the main admin and his creator account had been untouched for two years due to disagreements among the staff whom had eventually driven him off, blah blah blah, filler context. But anyway, now that the background of that story's done, let me get into the juicier bits.

The head admin was dating someone new whom had joined the staff team, and I guess this other staffer had a tendency of rubbing the relationship in the old flame's face. My friend was sensible, yes, but also vindictive. So during a long, late night chat on MSN, I was joking around with her and told her, "Hey, you know what would be funny? If you deleted all the site images you're hosting for them or have made, remove all the staff members from the staff since the creator admin doesn't go on the site anymore, and close the site."

You know what she did? That exactly, except she managed to make the site redirect to somewhere else entirely on top of that. She went out with a bang and quite honestly, I admire that spite was the sheer driving force in this incident. I miss her though, she was super fun, but I'm sure she's living her best life out there somewhere.

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Not going to lie, I'll probably think of some more to shove in here, but for now, just enjoy these two separate accounts.

i think, to this date, the most embarrassing thing i've ever done so far is when i used to admin this one site-- i threw one too many tantrums like a complete child. now that i am a bit older, i'm a bit ashamed of myself. haha...

back when i was a wee lass, i was a fiercely loyal mod on a warriors site that was in competition/rivals with another warriors site. i have no idea? how that started honestly- but our main admin was like, certifiably nuts. she would send spies to this other site to see what this other website was up to. and we took this all like, super duper seriously. so yeah, warriors espionage at age 11 and 12. lmaooooooooooo

Bruh Warrior Cats were a mess back then. I knew I was on one forever ago so I checked my emails to see.

I joined one when they were 'Warrior Cats Version 8' and have message logs of forum moves all the way until version 17. They went from 8 to 17 in about seven months with a ton of forum moves before I gave up it looks like.

If anyone was spying on us, I feel like they were bamboozled because the site would die and be completely moved very frequently. I tried to look at some post history but every site is now deleted, sadness.

see, the funny thing is- and Neko can attest, that the warriors rp fandom is still around. it's not as like, poppin as it was in 2008, but the thing is that the warrior rp fandom is still in 2008. so it's not that big of a deal for them? i'm convinced that they're in some sort of alternate universe, or in their own little bubble? very vivid flashbacks of trying to learn how to use gimp at the age of 12 LMAO

I have been on the front lines recently and it's a whole 'nother ball game to be quite honest. You would think these are embarrassing things about the warrior cats fandom. No there are still people like that. In a sense they're exactly what they rp- or try to rp. Subterfuge, Hypocrisy at it's finest, trying to pull people from sites like it's a rescue mission cause they're convinced that site is going up in flames. While certainly there are good people in the fandom, they still act like this. Especially the graphics chunk of the population. If you don't hand-draw the fur in your graphics manipulation table or photoshop it just right, you are utter trash. It's an odd thing to see since I haven't seen such catty behavior (hahaha) in a long time.

I have to say one of my most embarrassing moments was when I was on a warrior cats (very similar to one mentioned here with versions, this was like wc16 or whatever) and one of my good friends was super into it. I did my best but there was so much wrong with the people that I unwittingly walked into a minefield and in my obliviousness did several things that I regret. Though someone calling me evil and with dragons blood would become my most die-hard meme about myself that was ever created. I sounded like some evil mastermind. Really I just questioned how we log our members information cause I thought it was overkill and I don't really think logging everyone's state and IP was really needed to make sure more than one person was on one account. But I will go down with the fact I am evil for the rest of my life.