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in a bit of a pickle written Nov 13, 2019 14:13:39 GMT
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@dreams kicking seems too premature. I highly recommend against kicking people prematurely without a good reason like they're being unapologetically racist/homophobic. If you do end up kicking, ALWAYS give a clear and transparent reason why for the kick. 

He also sounds like a kid to me from what you're saying. I don't mean that in a negative way but you really could be dealing with a young child here. I mean, I first started forum rping when I was 10. Looking back on those posts, I wrote similarly to how you described because all the cool kids were doing longer posts so I thought more stuff = better without any knowledge of how to properly write anything. Kids also like doing more imaginative plots.

My advice, be patient and give warnings whenever he directly breaks a rule. Save kicking when he breaks the rules enough. You can either work really really hard with him so he improves or let him do his own thing as long as he's not directly breaking rules or directly contradicting the premise of the site. Your members can choose to not rp with him if they don't like what he's rping too.

I want to edit to add that whatever you do, you should base it on how you want to run your site and the environment you want to create. Do you want an open community that is open to all rpers, regardless of experience? Or do you want to make a community to connect with similar-minded people? Neither option is inherently bad. Different methods are better suited for the kind of site you want to have.
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Post a Random Thought written Nov 11, 2019 16:09:52 GMT
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Nov 11, 2019 14:28:08 GMT said:
i can like barely maintain interest in anything lately. i get briefly excited over something and then two seconds later just wonder what the point is and let me tell u it sucks

i hope it's just like a dry spell but right now writing is more tedious than ever and it's not b/c i don't want to but because i just feel totally numb towards it.
I hope you don't mind me replying but I've felt this before too. multiple times. to the point where I considered giving up rping all together. I felt bad about getting really excited, it fizzling out, then feel worse for leaving my rp partners hanging.

so I end up taking month long hiatuses to recharge my muse. and the longer I sit out, the worse I felt when I try to jump back in. because what do you do when it's been a month? two months? at that point, I felt like I would be intruding/unwelcomed? will they even be ok with me suddenly showing up again? I get nervous and guilty just thinking about it

sorry for rambling! especially when I didn't add anything to help. orz
but I think this problem is common for peeps? so I feel less bad about it knowing that. 

p.s. I hope to get the chance to write with you again one day cause I think you're cool and I genuinely liked Lysandra as a character and seeing you do so much with her without dialogue. /fangirling over
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Post a Random Thought written Nov 10, 2019 15:37:39 GMT
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Nov 10, 2019 5:37:13 GMT said:
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Nov 10, 2019 4:56:08 GMT said:
I want to talk about Fire Emblem but my friend hasn't even played all of the routes for 3H and cares about being spoiled.

Someone please. Let me slide into your dms
I volunteer as tribute. Scream with me.


I'd like to take this time and thank leap for volunteering and letting me talk FE last night. Bless
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your roleplaying application written Nov 9, 2019 4:15:00 GMT
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Post your art thread written Nov 3, 2019 5:40:13 GMT
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Nov 3, 2019 0:17:23 GMT said:
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Nov 2, 2019 23:40:47 GMT said:
Edelgard sketch that I did to get back into drawing again.

slowly... I'll find the motivation to line and color something one day.
oh this. this is beautiful.

gently touches her face you captured her so well...
Thank you! I love Edelgard. I had to draw her. she has such a good design too ❤️
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Favorite Line from your Last Post written Nov 2, 2019 6:04:46 GMT
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"Your voice is like pomegranate wine to me," she spoke gently, her voice carrying in the room as silence became evident. "I draw life from hearing it."


Not mine but a friend's. I love it! Also got permission to share 
last edit on Nov 2, 2019 6:05:52 GMT by cyanide darktearz 💀