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Favorite Line from your Last Post written Mar 8, 2021 22:32:51 GMT
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"Kinda wanna see what the mark's got though," the scion says, as lighthearted as an athlete might watch an enemy's game. Curious, intrigued, hiding something more analytical underneath the surface. Something dangerous as it is clever; a blink of the future exemplar he would one day be. Unrelenting and uncompromising.

And maybe cruelty is a color he can wear too.
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Post a Random Thought written Mar 6, 2021 18:15:01 GMT
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first off: mIHOYO YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME WITH THAT CHILDE RERUN--

second: my friend is yelling in my dms over attack on titan's latest chapter. are yall aot fans ok.



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Sites You Want To See written Mar 2, 2021 7:07:27 GMT
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Mar 1, 2021 21:17:35 GMT said:
steampunk high fantasy. gimme game of thrones level scheming and politics in a critical role (vox machina-era vibes) high fantasy atmosphere, with a good dose of dishonored-esque world building.

this is mainly because i'm self-indulgent and have The Urge to write my old exiled prince turned monster hunter that uses magic and a steampunk gunsword longing for reclaim his honor why yes i rewatched atla before i made him character. thank u for ur time.
Give me time Nightlock. I got you, I promise.
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Sites You Want To See written Mar 1, 2021 21:17:35 GMT
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i don't get angry when i'm pissed; i'm the eternal optimist.
steampunk high fantasy. gimme game of thrones level scheming and politics in a critical role (vox machina-era vibes) high fantasy atmosphere, with a good dose of dishonored-esque world building.

this is mainly because i'm self-indulgent and have The Urge to write my old exiled prince turned monster hunter that uses magic and a steampunk gunsword longing for reclaim his honor why yes i rewatched atla before i made him character. thank u for ur time.



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Post a Random Thought written Feb 28, 2021 4:40:58 GMT
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today marks the first time a barista hasn't flirted with me when i order in a cafe or a starbucks after two hyperspecific and similar instances that my friends refuse to let me live down [melts]



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Post a Random Thought written Feb 27, 2021 18:25:35 GMT
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did i just spend 30 pages reading about the history of bookmaking? yes.
am I going to spend 10 more pages reading about the history of bookmaking? also yes.

why is this my course again



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Post a Random Thought written Feb 19, 2021 9:27:32 GMT
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deep breaths.

okay. can people just. take a chill pill with online drama. goodness, this is a past time. i say i don't mind being who you vent to—because seriously, i don't as a general rule of thumb. but hell, i do it as a friend. don't treat me as nothing more than your punching bag, voice of reason, vent bag, etc. i am not qualified to do that. i am not your free therapy ticket, no matter how much i joke about it. and treating me as one first and foremost over an actual, i don't know, person and friend—well. that kinda hurts, tbqh. 

i'm here to vibe and have a good time with friends, to overall use this as escapism from the cesspit that is my rl situation. yall take a chill pill.
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Post a Random Thought written Feb 18, 2021 19:46:35 GMT
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i don't get angry when i'm pissed; i'm the eternal optimist.
being hit with a low energy/depression pit episode is weird for me because on one hand when i say "don't dm/contact unless necessary" i really do genuinely mean please don't send me a message for the time being especially if it's to do something, check on something, or something serious. i just don't have the energy nor am i in the right headspace to consider those kinds of conversations. so please just. don't. thanks.

but on the other, i also need socialization to unscrew myself from that pit. i just don't want it to be socialization out of necessity, i guess? i like talking to people and i like the chill, the crazy, and the stupid. its a huge mood booster to me.

so anyway, yeah if i say don't dm/contact for the time being, i mean just don't but if you want to play monster prom or stream stupid shit then hit me up.

and on that note: guess who got to date the big tiddy goth gf in their first run of monster camp while their friend cried over being politely rejected by the super-robot. (ily joy)



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