tonkatsu! my first time making it. suuuuper satisfying

not a recent post in the slightest, and not so much a line as it is an entire chunk, but i'm rereading old posts and i miss playing my sweet idiot agent 707. he was paired with such a sweet MC oc.

[/b]” Her name was soft on his lips, almost as if he were scared to even breathe it.

How could she want such a thing? Didn’t she know that he was no good? Didn’t she know that she could do better? “I want to protect you.” He couldn’t promise that he’d keep her — God had never allowed him such luck. But he did… want to keep her safe. He wanted to make sure she could go on smiling. He didn’t want her to be lonely.

He didn’t want to be lonely, either. Distance had made him cold. But she… she had a way of warming him up. Softening the edges. Perhaps…

No. He couldn’t think about it. He didn’t dare. The future was not promised, so he would not even pretend to have a wish for it.

But… Luciel could live in the moment. Just… just a little. “You don't have to be alone again,” he whispered, free arm slowly, hesitantly, coming up to wrap around her. Opposite hand laying at rest on the small of her back. She was so tiny; so delicate.

If God was as good as he believed… maybe he could keep her. Maybe… they could be happy.

If not… well. They could at least have the moment.[/ul]

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me, looking through my discord friends list: who the fuck are these people

i don't really make resolutions cos i am awful at maintaining them or sometimes even remembering them, but here are a few that i've come up with:

[/b] to my limits. i often push myself past them to help people out and make others happy, but i need to learn to put myself first sometimes.

- generally learn to love myself more. and not in a dramatic sense. i have terrible self-esteem so i want to slowly but deeply fall in love with me.

- learn / practice a language. probably brush up on my spanish since the lord n my whole fam knows i need it. but also maybe touch onto another? i wanna learn many things so i need to make a schedule and stick to it.

- either quit my job cold turkey or find one that'll actually value me as a person more and just dip. life is too short to be miserable at a store i fuckin hate.

- finally cut off all the toxic people i've been letting hang on by a string. they ain't shit so why am i letting them stick around?

- generally, learn that it is okay to exist and take up space. i make myself very small and inconvenience myself bc i don't think i'm worth it. dear me: ur fuckin worth it all. get it thru ur head pls.[/ul]

in all my goals are mostly growth for myself. like... i'm 25 already. it's about time i begin the journey of self acceptance.

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praying 2019 is the yr creepy male customers leave me the fuck alone 🙏

baby r u down down down down down

happy new year fam 🥂🎉
2019 is gonna be geeee-reat
speakin it into existence

when u wake up feeling rly good abt yourself and your co-workers hype you up by complimenting your appearance

[carrie bradshaw voice over]

but maybe she had always been that bitch:tm: and was just finally learning to love herself

you ever really like something a customer has on (ex: a necklace, a sweater, a hairbow) but they were nasty to you so ya just end up really bitter and petty abt the whole thing? like these cute items are WASTED ON YOU. lose them in a freak accident immediately.

back on my bullshit just in time for 2019

came home from visiting friends and doing the xmas gift™ thing

now that i'm settled, all my cat wants to do is sleep on my lap

what a truly blessed holiday this is

boyf made me a scrapbook for xmas

i've cried over it twice already

tfw you know a sneeze is on its way but the shit just won't. leave. ur nose.

this is what hell is like.