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I'm talking like, if the conditions are met, you are practically obligated to do it. Like, that's just how you roll.

Like in my case, if it's a site set or inspired by real world, I will always play a Filipino. You can't stop me. I'm going to drop Filipino meme and culture that no one but Filos will understand. 

And when it's a site that doesn't have restrictions on its setting (ie. not everyone has to be European), then I will still name my character something Filipino. It's just more fun to come up with Filo names. Obviously biased, but, well, coming up with fictional names when it's barely represented is also inspiring, kinda! 

It's actually almost a must for me that I'm able to RP a character whose face or/and name is Asian. I really don't feel very motivated rping in a site anymore that limits me to anything non-Asian. Which isn't like I only RP characters with Asian analogues. But I don't know. I need at least ONE or just have this comfort that I can always pick a Southeast Asian name if I wanted to.
i felt this on a spiritual level. I've made Filipino characters based off Filipino memes-


the next step would be to get to know brazilian memes because br and ph are one and the same country


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okay some actual talk-

bruh this game is turning into yugioh lmao. EVERY MOVE IS SO LONG AND THEN PASSIVES!! i did take a large break and i know some of the newer units are straight out op in 1/5 (LOOKING AT YOU ADAMAN...and the many others i'm sure) but what's up with this condition x, y, and z like how did things change so much from giving the johto kids amazing alts by not being lazy and giving them complete makeovers instead of just a costume change to entire units being a one man army

here's my gacha collection best viewed zoomed: 1, 2. This is the website I used to stick them together side by side without hassle. Notice the entire row of Steven alt that's greyed out despite me pulling for them (jk i didn't pull for summer steven... because i tried to pull for his previous alt and it killed my gems and my heart). I also have tried to pull for Maxine TWICE because I really need some Ground Pokemon but nope... Thankfully, Serena & Zegarde has been saving me on that. 

Sunny Day of Morty & Ho-Oh, Silver & Ho-Oh, and Anni N is unbeatable unless they're fire type... I know. I tried to fight fire with fire in stadium hm lmao.

I keep forgetting to nab Ghetsis & Kyuurem ex upgrade but I Glaciate is super nice and reliable despite not being ex.

I'm so damn glad Professor Scyamore & Xerneas finally has an EX. I remember grabbing that so fast. I rely on him so much.

I didn't play Sw&Sh and when I started this years ago, I relied heavily on Piers & Obstagoon. I did NOT know Obstagoon was a Galarian Zigzagoon final evo. So when I did find out, I fell in love. Love Zigzagoon line..

Wallace was the first unit I pitied. I did it on the Nessa banner. Don't judge me. I did it out of love.

May & Swampert really avoided me for so long though. Pretty sure she was my only missing base Hoenn unit for almost a year, so I was mostly using Winona & Pelipper for rain set-up. Wanted to keep using Winona but unfortunately, neither her nor Wallace are tanky enough for HM. So I had to replace her with an ex support... Maybe if they give her an EX form IDK.

I remember pulling for the Sinnoh Elite Four because I was really lacking in that theme. That and I do love Lucian. I also had to support my pink boy, Bede (even though - again - I never played SwSh lol). I have no idea how to use Galarian Articuno though... I just push buttons.

I got Raihan & Flygon bc weather. But honestly, Galarian men have so much drip, I respect them. 

Kris & Feraligatr FINALLY getting an EX... She's my first 5/5 bc I remember her being in a trio banner with Steven and of course... it wasn't Steven who came home. 

I'm very behind the meta but I'm still clearning HM although it can take a few hours of repetition lol. I do like the new stages and QOL upgrades. I think it's too late to ask them to dial back on the yugioh-length character moves.

And now that there's a Wallace alt, I can start being noisy about a Juan unit. JK I'm still going to be noisy about Wallace alt WHERE IS CAPED WALLACE.......

also, I want to say - Aaron & Vespiqueen are my favorite pair. Bug trainers need more love and I think Vespiqueen's kit and grid are so on-brand and unique. Not necessarily OP but just great and fits the themes of the mon.

also x2... I tried running Mirror Coat with Wallace and it's even worse than crap like wow it's so bad. 
last edit on Jan 2, 2024 1:15:23 GMT by yaoi for cowards


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kinda a follow up on the hashtag thing i wanted to make happen. using the same code (cory's post tags), but styled and repurposed! makes use of simple bbcodes for members to style them to their needs. it appears above the post area, appended into an empty cell above it when the bbcode is used or when the independent field in the add reply page is filled. 



can have multiple notes (very intrusive but it can get the job done)

last edit on Jan 1, 2024 11:29:46 GMT by yaoi for cowards


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what does pot of greed do


pot of greed lets you draw two cards from your deck to your hand.


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Ya all im doing my best to calm down im feeling so emotional rn my heart hurts but im also full of thoughts on why i love wallace so much, my weird autistic obsession aside-

He has his own style and flair and he lives by it. He puts himself out there without fear and with full confidence of his art. I do love that he has this balance of calm and explosive energy. Not everyone can vibe with his energy and that’s one of the things i love abt him! Just not being afraid of being himself

But most importantly his love for his art isnt simply for vanity. Like lisia, these two sootopolitans are there to make others happy. They want to support people and create smiles. I’m so grossly emotional and touched by these fictional characters. Did i think it would be like this twenty years ago when i played pokemo ln sapphire and went he looks p handsome and i like his cape - of course not!! But whoever redesigned wallace and developed his character further - i love you you’re pne of the reasons why i would die happy not even fking kidding in one bit


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I may be wallaceless rn but the event made me ridiculously happy i am crying tears of joy… wallace’s energy went 📈 and he made a new catchphrase “blazingly so” my heart i love him i cry


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I didnt have to do my toxic/trapped fight 20 times nonstop but aaron decided he wasn’t going to hit that 40% heal mp refresh once that would have guaranteed me an easy win


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Matters of world destruction


Apocalypse is an exceedingly simple matter when you are a victim of it. To resist or to surrender, you are faced with the same sight of world-ending powers crushing everything with the unstoppable force of a natural calamity. Why should it matter to you what happens when all have died and when all that has been built up is erased? It's all the same in the end. You and everyone and everything are gone.

But the matters of world destruction is not what it seems. Killing every organism, even disintegrating every object down to its last atom - that is not the objective of destroying worlds. In the first place, for a foreign entity to enter a world was supposed to be impossible until the Legends of Youth attacked.

The Otherworld Rules

Think of a world as as a singular, unique biome. Organisms in that biome flourish because they are suited in the conditions of their environment. If put in a different biome, any slight change can lead to the extinction of a species. This is infinitely truer when it comes to physical bodies, replacing "biome" with "story." Attempting to enter a story when you are not suited to it would be excrutiatingly painful as doing so would cut you off from your connection to your native story. If, somehow, you managed to slip in the world, your unsupported existence will be terminated in due time.

Even a Fabled soul would not stand a chance. Yet, it is one of the requirements for the Legends of Youth to trespass into a world and do what they will to its story.

Sulfiric Soul

One's existence is tied to one's soul. By reaching into the blueprints of one's existence, they can evolve into cosmic dimensions. For beings in the material realm, this isn't possible without divine miracles like true reincarnation and messianiac agencies.

After the ascension of legendary Pokemon to godhood - becoming uncontested laws through all realities - they have scattered about their influence through the power of RUNES. As it is a recent phonemonon, not much is known about Runes except that it emerges from souls whose existence have become a blazing star. Naturally, there aren't many souls like this. Until recently, in fact, there were no such thing. But when the Legends of Youth summoned Fables from the canon legends, these Fables would appear bearing a GATE CREST. This phenomenon would repeat with Dreamers who had their worlds destroyed and again with latter Fables summoned through the same method as their predecessors, the Destroyers.

The Gate Crest allows a direct connection to the soul. With this handy tool, ascension has become a distinct possibility. When the bearer has accumulated enough experience - enough "stories" - the crest will mature and like a fertile patch of land, a Rune will grow from there.

The Rune is a separate subject but as far as destroying worlds is concerned, the important part is now the soul can stand being in a foreign world. By forming a bond with such sulfuric souls (called sulfuric as stars and space in general do not smell pleasant), the Legends of Youth would break through the Otherworld Rules with no problem.

All that work and it's not even part of world destruction yet.

Killing Stories

The matter of world destruction, as mentioned at the start, is not about the physical phenomenon. Even if not a speck of space dust is left, the story of that world still exists. It's like a code in a program that's still around even if it can't be observed or manifested. Stories that are not from the Canon Legends have lifespans, so the only way for the "code" in this context to disappear is to let it disappear by itself.

But as we know, the goal of the Legends of Youth is to preemptively destroy them - to hasten the process. Truthfully, this is impossible to do. No matter how powerful or violent they are, they will not be able to do anything about the story's lifespan. But the clue on how to kill it is right there. The only thing that can do something about the story is the story itself. To destroy worlds, the Legends of Youth would have the story kill itself.

"Flowerbeds"

With the Destroyer and their companion, they bring ruin to the invaded world. Majority of thel locals (if not all) would have perished by then and would no longer be concerned of what happens next. After this stage though is the most important part. With most of the landscape gone, the world is then left alone and sent "flowerbeds." It is more accurate to call it a pit or the abyss, but it received such a name due to the strong aroma of blossoms from the bottom. And from this hole, corrupted Pokemon fueled by the despair around their environment are unleashed. Due to the shadowy aura covering them, they have come to be known as "Shadow Pokemon." But with their very nature changed from companions to unearthly nightmares, those who have lived long enough to witness them refer to them as monsters. Terrors.

While Shadow Pokemon are beings who desire to bring suffering onto others, the purpose of breeding them in these ruined worlds is because they count as foreign entities. With their numbers and their souls being empowered by hate, they are gradually overwhelming the story of the world, distorting it into something that can no longer support itself. Like a virus sent to attack it from within, the story will eventually break in its attempts to repeatedly fix itself, thus completing the destruction of the world.

After the End of the World

With the story gone, there is nothing left but the foreign entities left behind in the world. The flowerbeds have another important task. Like a parasite, they take control of the void where the story used to be. By absorbing the Shadow Pokemon, it creates a eternal labyrinth where the lost souls of abandoned Pokemon wonder. As it is a pocket dimension, it blocks off resonation from other worlds, additionally serving as a buffer that will not disappear until the master of its story is defeated.

Unknowingly, many have already visited such places, both in Paradox Paldea and in the Pokemon world. These things that are known to them as mystery dungeons.
last edit on Jan 4, 2024 10:03:48 GMT by yaoi for cowards


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maybe wallace being my fav was foreshadowing
From now on if anyone asks for an isekai anime recc im just going to say now and then here and there

edit: belated realization this is my first part of the year.... my second one is "i'm skinning like a loser first thing in 2024" which isn't any better
last edit on Jan 1, 2024 1:23:07 GMT by yaoi for cowards


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sdkvnklweanl;
aliastanzaku, tanz, tan-tan, egao, protag, chapel, tbotc
pronounsshe/her
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Part of the Furniture
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maybe wallace being my fav was foreshadowing
Proud 2 say i use fc’s with very few fanart. Like rn my choice is between this art and… nothing else but it’s also the perfect art so i guess quality over quantity? Honestly, even with those with thousands of fanart (eg. hilda from fe) i found my options few bc of the art style/aesthetic im after. It’s very important for me that i get the vibe and i am perfectly happy to settle with 1 fanart forever

Older futch from suikoden 3 is one example. I had really considered replacing the fc with ike but it was just too perfect and so the og stayed

Im also using pinako rockbell rn and uh 0 fanart lmao but i made do with official art

I’ve also had to deal with the same stuff back in my panfandom days. Not a lot of fanart of ikemen frederic chopin BUT there was one that was so beautiful i feel blessed for being alive… and it has been deleted from pixiv… but i have it saved.. sorry og artist…

Actuallly now tha ti think abt it i had to deal with this issue way more with my panfan chara choices over oc fc’s haha. Arshtat from suikoden, toto from legend of mana, nashetanya from rokka, king bradley who is specifically old and injured (so post battle with scar)… but they all somehow one golden fanart that is very close to my heart. I am very fond of them

… now that i think abt it even with the one time i did the irl fc, i was stuck that i was perfectly content with

Despite this i do love looking for art for posting in dev stuff.


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