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Me: I want to leave nice comments on fics so the authors feel good about themselves and are inspired to write more!
Also me: Tangible trail that everything I read is exceptionally cursed -


I feel this. I feel this so terribly much. My own fics are cursed, even.
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no, no that wasn't my intention at all. ;-; I was pointing out to Kuroyah's argument that busy means "can't be staff on pixel perfect" Really all of it 100% was me just poking fun at how often Kuroyah is on the counting thread at all. I swear None of it was to stir trouble or case any ill effects at all.


Also [did find that impressive you were keeping up while in hospital, complete dedication]



and.. finally.


;-; 1


edit: I just realized making a comment that references from 2 pages back, is probably a bad thing.  I really am not a fan of how I keep ending up on the wrong page in these threads.


I'll pop in here - sorry to keep it back at zero. It's okay! Y'all are more active in different zones so I come in a bit late to reset the count. Kuroya would be a massive help in the thread but it's just an active thread. Everyone comes in here to post a number and have fun with it. Everyone's been super busy - so it just comes down to who's remembering to check on this thread. As soon as I wake up and I'm on the comp I come and post. It's just mobile doesn't seem to like me all that much. Plus hospital internet is quite bad. I couldn't even load most of pixel.

I want to say to everyone to contributes to the thread, I'm glad we can have this game and I'm sorry that I personally haven't been jumping in as quickly as I used to. I do like seeing everyone enjoying this game - and all the other games we have! I'm sorry if it drains some fun with me not jumping in as quickly as I used to. Between hospital visits and doctors visits, it just depends if I have my computer with me. I assure you it's not because we don't like this thread, lol! I hope my message didn't discourage you to keep posting!

I won't speak for all of staff but y'all are darling folks. :heart heart:
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I'm just majorly ill and I don't post on my phone or get up at normal times where everyone else is active, so I'm sorry Ginger if I come across as I don't have time, lol.

If I'm passed out in my bed or on the floor, I don't get up for anything.
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When my neighbor mistakes me continuing a minecraft meme from their child as we would be good friends.

No, mam, me singing a minecraft parody doesn't make me at all friends with your crotch goblin, please and thank you.
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"kill me" isn't funny, isn't cute, isn't 'a mood', it's fucking serious shit. don't make light of suicidal ideation.


As a person who has depression and works with people with depression, I understand how on the base level it could be seen as insensitive and callous. However, some people use humor as a coping mechanism and it helps them feel a bit more at peace. While it can seem maladaptive at the least, I found humor is the easiest coping mechanism that most people fall into. I personally use humor in all manners to make me feel a bit more connected to humanity and emotions than I would anything else.

I use all kinds of really dark humor.

I understand that it might be uncomfortable so I always ask and press on others even if it makes them uncomfortable to tell me what words, phrases, or topics might genuinely make them upset. I have one friend who doesn't like topics about alcohol or pills. I have another friend who doesn't like mentions of the 'end'. If you're uncomfortable and a friend keeps saying these topics, please reach out to them and say it bothers you.

I just wouldn't paint a large brush on those who use those terms, even jokingly, because it might make them feel a little bit better for all of the quick seconds it can. They might not be making light of a situation, only wishing to feel something briefly or make people laugh.

And in less depression-related talk, my behind is finally home from the hospital after 95 years. I'm not leaving my comfort pillow-cat-fort for a week. No more needles! - I say, laughingly, in diabetic.
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Does anyone know something that they fangirl about but barely anyone actually knows what it is? I'm one of those people with something that's for 10-13 year olds, and for crying out loud I'm in high school! I'd create an alt. universe if enough people knew about it...


Cries in Beyblade - and I mean the original. That and Neppu Kairiku Bushi Road but no one I know watched the dang thing.

Also, in other news - you know the meme about the dude slapping the car and saying it can fit a whole lot of [blank] in it? That's me slapping my own body and saying "It can fit a whole lot of infection that has to send you to the ICU for three days cause you're about to die."

Thankfully, I'm able to go home now. Me no likey the ICU.
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Since Leap got the other thread, y'all, I was in the hospital. Y'all are silly. Silly goobers. I have to bully my husband to let me bring my phone into the ICU so I can yell at you during my torture.