Enough faking that you don't matter.[break]
Everyone, even the dog in my house, knows about all this love.
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I'm the anteroom of stupid,[break]
Fake loving like a god.[break]
But today, even my tears laugh.[break]
I swear to you and me that I cannot live another day without you.
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Now that you've heard tell me where do your yearnings go.[break]
Where do I repose all this pain without light?[break]
Tell me if you go with my shade of longing.[break]
Did you expect I would give you this call?
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Was your dream so minuscule?[break]
Was it the night or only me?[break]
Are you a slave to my music?[break]
If you swear that you cannot live another day without me,[break]
I swear I cannot live another day without you.

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I love the vibe this song gives. I'm always reminded of The Lion King's opening sunrise when I listen to it. It's a story that kept me at the edge of my seat when I first heard it. I still wonder if she said yes.

omg FYE I had childhood flashbacks listening to that. Thanks for posting it, it's been so long.

Glad you did. Where's the art/character from. It's lovely.

Diez!

Where did all my energy and motivation run off to today?

I worry about looking for help. When should I start? What do you do to look for staff? How can you learn to trust someone and hand over the keys? It's difficult for me to do so with strangers. I tend to pick people I've known for a while.[break][break]
I've been lucky in the past, I've never had much trouble with the people that have helped me run a forum before. (I did have one during my first forum. They said we were horrible and quit. It still haunts me cause I never figured out what happened there) I've heard some horror stories of people even deleting forums... What have your experiences been like?

Why would they ok Diluc's face like this!? The right one is the official in-game icon they have for him. Every time I open the character archive and see that icon I'm driven to tears. It's like they just copy-pasted the hair and eyes on the face of a younger character. They possibly have a default model they work off of. I keep thinking that they must have run out of time to define this icon better. It drives me so crazy I did a quick fix. Simply extending his chin and moving his mouth and nose further down doesn't make it look like a child cosplaying Diluc.[break][break]Mini rant over... I'm tempted to use a fixed version for Shooting Star's canon character list.

-pats- elli I am so sorry

I actually feel like cooking and cleaning today... I spent my whole morning doing just that. Very productive, yet I can't help but ask myself, "You don't want to play games? You don't want to code? What's wrong with you?"

I was shown this wonderful resource to spot mistakes in your code. I had no idea this existed, but I intend to use the heck out of it. I'm pretty sure this will take me a few days to clean up, but it might fix loading issues, among other issues, that I've had with this skin.

Very tempted to use original art... I tend not to just because having to stare at an art piece I made usually drives me nuts cause all I see are the imperfections, but I'm actually thinking about it now. It might motivate me to get back into art and be more invested in my character. I do like that you have a no FC option as well.

I think I'm gonna cry. I finally figured out what was stretching the page in mobile mode and breaking the skin. Jcink support is freakin amazing help.[break][break]Finally I'll be able to move on. Not much left. Just fill in the information after that.