sometimes i feel kind of guilty since i look back at all the old skins for sites i'm not gonna go back to and think "you know, i should give back to the community and put these up for free use" and then i immediately wince because i'm just not in a place where i feel positively enough about the community to be comfortable doing that (i wish i was - and i'm hoping to get to be one day - but i'm just not and i feel bad about it)