i realized a while back that i've probably been in a fluctuating state of adhd burnout for nearly a decade and that i should probably take better care of myself to Actually Recover instead of throwing myself into new things to patch it up and then crash out even harder later time and time again but also lol i can't imagine caring enough about myself to do all that yet tbh

twiddling my fingers i miss writing but The Will isnt there

junna images check out

how was that simultaneously wet AND dry to eat

i wish my cat could talk to me

orb..

ooo i do not have the spoons for that actually

taking an unannounced break like sorry im semi ghosting you guys but idk how to explain that i need a bit to get my life restarted after moving cross country again and i tried to get back into it but its just not smth i can put parts of me into right now . i need those parts for other things

should i just quit for now. idk im rly not... ugh. maybe i'll come back to it eventually but maybe i just need to move on now

idk man i just dont know fr

holy moly emoji reaction

hate having rsd for real

i binged all of dungeon meshi in two days and i am perfectly fine with no lasting damage to my brain and no lasting mental illnesses from these characters for sure