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hey reminder that this was what my twitter was supposed to be now its just random thoughts with mae and shitposts soOO i believe in you vee :^)

i put on my big boy shorts and said no wow i cant believe i did that

double post but ugh how do i tell a friend i can't join their site because i'm having a hard enough time not dying on the sites i am on and i legitimately cannot join another site, even if i wanted to

edit bc i have more to say wheezes

i'm doing okay i guess on ct and revo and i have a feeling that if i get over hating my writing rn i'll be doing better than okay but i am, in general, a slow poster. i'm never going to get back to the posting speed i had years ago. and i have a BIG feeling that the speed at which i post isn't going to fly on the site he wants me to join anyways. not to mention that most of the community there makes me feel, well, uncomfortable, for the most part. and i can say this here all i want, cry to other friends about it, but i have a tough time being up front with him about it because i have a tough time saying no :')

i cant tell if im sleeping better other than that first night but my head feels?? a little clearer?? i did a post?? and it was a little easier than it has been lately??

but on the flip side, i'm now faced with the problem of being rusty and not wanting to write because everything i write now is... it reads bad. it flows bad. it's stilted and awkward and i don't know what to do.

i got a new mattress hoping better sleep will make my brain work

wheres my motivation

me, lagging so bad that my animations happen 5 seconds after the spell has hit but still avoiding every single aoe and getting 3 damage buffs at the final boss in orbonne: I Have Achieved Godhood. Nothing Can Stop Me Now.

i still think amoxicillin was the best tasting liquid medicine as a child and it was the only thing that made me getting bronchitis at least once a year bearable

random 2 am facts ab me bc my cat keeps waking me up so im having exhausted galaxy brain