i have people i'm close to, people i've known and talked to for years, people i'm super comfortable with talking to any time i'm awake. as an introvert, outside of these people, i feel awkward with one on one discussions and sure i might seem nice during it but that doesn't mean we're suddenly friends of 3 or more years. i just met you, i'm not going to be rude right off the bat. but it makes me uncomfortable when someone i just met treats me like this, especially because this type of instant attachment reminds me of someone who was creeping on me when i was 16-17.

idk if this is a "just me" thing or if other people feel this way too, but this is just something that's been running through my head for about a week.