i think i accomplished most of my 2023 goals... some more than others. it's been an insanely busy year (and mostly for good reasons!) so roleplay has had to find a new place in my life. i'm not able to post crazy amounts of threads with every character i love on a site (which sucks, because i love all of them on the site i'm currently on), but it's also been a good outlet to focus on when i need a couple hours to drill down into something that doesn't have super serious stakes.
- keep my peace. think a big part of 2023 was finding it, even though it wasn't explicitly a goal for this year. lbr for a split second, sometimes being in the roleplay community comes with so much irrelevant & unnecessary shit that it makes you feel sick. i've been free of that and it's made writing so much more fulfilling.
- strike a proper balance between quality & consistency. i feel like i can get stuck in the habit of only wanting to do joke threads when i'm stressed/busy, and only writing serious prose when i have hours free to sit and comtemplate it. there's definitely a compromise that's possible when it comes to being comfortable uploading "imperfect" posts that are still serious/full of effort. in general i am Not Great about having muse when life is hectic, but there's been times when taking an hour or two daily to write despite everything was really important to keeping me level.
- read more... this is the first year i didn't really have time to set a real reading goal and stick to it. but how much/whether or not you read really does show in your writing, and i think mine has kinda suffered for that this year oops lol. part of this is that i've been busy and part of it is that i don't like to spend a ton of time alone irl, which doesn't leave much room for reading.
- make even more long-lasting friendships. has been a great part of roleplaying for the last two years... the start of 2024 will mark two years since i returned to forum rp! there's still a lot of realms of the community idk, and more progression to be made with the people i've met.
ok some less vague wishy-washy goals:
- character death. either my own or participating in the death of someone close to my own character. this is, like, the dream to write isn't it...
- follow all the way through on an overarching plot. lots of things set up this year... think making a lot of progress at least is possible in 2024.
- stick to having a second character and make her actually... relevant for once. i'm awful about writing more than one character but i really like my current alt so... gotta power thru. (idk how people maintain 4-5 characters at once, you astound me...)
- wedding(?) wedding? write a ... wedding?
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