Recent Posts

options
quote
Post a Random Thought written Apr 21, 2020 6:45:34 GMT
pronounsshe/her
404written posts
scyllaearned bits
offlinecurrently
scylla
Senior Member
scylla Avatar


i wrote this big long ass paragraph about how upsetting something is and how hurt I am over something.

then i started crying big fat wet studio ghibli tears because i am literally so defeated, i canโ€™t even express into words how upset i am.

why do people have to be so awful?

options
quote
Post a Random Thought written Apr 16, 2020 15:37:49 GMT
pronounsshe/her
404written posts
scyllaearned bits
offlinecurrently
scylla
Senior Member
scylla Avatar
styrofoam eater Avatar
Apr 16, 2020 15:27:55 GMT said:
There's a niche RP community I really want to join, but every time I join their chatgroups I get so irrationally anxious I physically feel sick. And like, it's not like they're MEAN or anything.

Last time I joined one of the sites in said community I got so stressed I stopped eating. I just dunno what to do on that front anymore.
This is such a mood I mentally shut down just reading it. 
options
quote
Post a Random Thought written Mar 30, 2020 8:43:34 GMT
pronounsshe/her
404written posts
scyllaearned bits
offlinecurrently
scylla
Senior Member
scylla Avatar
Mizo Avatar
Mar 30, 2020 8:41:35 GMT said:


Me : spends two weeks on a personal project, and was incredibly excited about showing everyone what I've worked very hard on.

one person, literally only one person : k, but it's worthless because you didn't do what I want.

Me :



You did great, whatever it is. Heck that one person. :) They ainโ€™t shoot.
options
quote
Post a Random Thought written Mar 26, 2020 11:50:50 GMT
pronounsshe/her
404written posts
scyllaearned bits
offlinecurrently
scylla
Senior Member
scylla Avatar
If one of my instructors asks me, "How are you coping, Scylla?" with being jobless, worrying about paying my bills, being quarantined, having a grandmother who had a stroke, and a whole bunch of other poopy stuff...

Imma thank them because itโ€™s important to know that Iโ€™m cared about and people want to make sure Iโ€™m okay.

Thanks, Instructor. Iโ€™m not coping at all, actually. But itโ€™s SUPER kind of you to ask, so Iโ€™ll be in a good mood the rest of your online lecture. ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป
last edit on Mar 26, 2020 11:54:25 GMT by scylla
options
quote
Post a Random Thought written Mar 19, 2020 3:08:38 GMT
pronounsshe/her
404written posts
scyllaearned bits
offlinecurrently
scylla
Senior Member
scylla Avatar
Sent my instructor who's supposed to be in charge of my portfolio and work term a message LAST WEEK. 

Sent a reminder today, making sure he got it, highlighting my concerns about COVID-19, and how our classes are cancelled, and also a couple of other things because he's been unresponsive. 

This was his response: 




... yes, I f***ing know that, that's why I actually have time to message you and ask, because you're an unresponsive piece of shit who didn't reply during the time that SCHOOL WAS STILL IN SESSION? 

Anyway, long story short, I forwarded the entire email correspondence (including the first few emails I tried to get in touch with him), to the president of the school. :shrug: 
options
quote
Post a Random Thought written Mar 17, 2020 15:18:56 GMT
pronounsshe/her
404written posts
scyllaearned bits
offlinecurrently
scylla
Senior Member
scylla Avatar
TLDR; I havenโ€™t had hot water since like Thursday last week, in the middle of this pandemic.

So the plumber shows up today, and he is just quietly sitting in my bathroom and Iโ€™ve got my bedroom door shut but I can hear him...

And he takes a pee. 

In my apartment.

Where I have no hot water. 

So he canโ€™t wash his hands.

IN THE MIDDLE OF AN EPIDEMIC. 

??????????