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what is/are your irl character development/s? written Sept 24, 2023 12:29:20 GMT
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covered in scars but roses are coming through the cracks
i'm slowly learning how to get motivated with everyday tasks. adhd is a bitch. but i'm getting a handle on it.
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what is/are your irl character development/s? written Sept 24, 2023 12:53:54 GMT
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they pull the axe out your face and say "was it the boogeyman?"
my emotional maturity fr. i was in a state of arrested development for a long time and 26 hit me like a goddamn freight train. hopefully 27 will continue that trend lol

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what is/are your irl character development/s? written Sept 24, 2023 13:28:27 GMT
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mankind, be vigilant; we loved you.
tragically, i went from being extremely critical of and anti-capitalism (ask anyone who knows me) to… working in an accelerated training program for a large international media advertising agency that intends to equip me with the skills to become a business executive in two years time. rlly screams “you either die a hero or live long enough to see yourself become a villain” tbh

on the flip side, though, i’ve gone from sleeping at 6-10am regularly to sleeping at 1am at latest and that’s, like, wild to me.
last edit on Sept 24, 2023 13:28:50 GMT by CEL



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what is/are your irl character development/s? written Sept 24, 2023 18:24:33 GMT
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Sept 24, 2023 13:28:27 GMT said:
tragically, i went from being extremely critical of and anti-capitalism (ask anyone who knows me) to… working in an accelerated training program for a large international media advertising agency that intends to equip me with the skills to become a business executive in two years time. rlly screams “you either die a hero or live long enough to see yourself become a villain” tbh

on the flip side, though, i’ve gone from sleeping at 6-10am regularly to sleeping at 1am at latest and that’s, like, wild to me.


6-10am??????? CEL???????

in unrelated news i was dead set on convincing a student to not join my incredibly exploitative and hostile industry but i've decided that it's up to the olds to warn the youngs and for the youngs to make their own decisions.

damn this is a shounen manga arc for real. i come back from the demonic front blood war of the apocalypse and I'm like "ok i recognize your resolve so I'm going to teach you the secret light soul dragon art so you can achieve what i could not in my own youth. but you're probably still going to get your ass kicked a few times L E L
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what is/are your irl character development/s? written Sept 24, 2023 21:01:02 GMT
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I’m at a better place mentally than I have for most of my life, which encompasses a lot of development. Despite how angsty I still get and all that, I’m actually in the best condition I have ever been mentally. It took a lot of work, trials and tribulations, and the support of my friends to get here, but hey, I’m here, rocky life and all

And, nearly as importantly of course, I discovered that I love mangoes & I eat them every chance I can
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what is/are your irl character development/s? written Oct 1, 2023 19:50:33 GMT
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so it goes.
My job has given me a bigger backbone. I used to be pretty meek (and can be in some situations) but my job kinda. Forces me to be a leader and have a commanding presence. My present self is nowhere near what I was like in high school and college. But I guess that's kind of the goal of it all, really?

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what is/are your irl character development/s? written Oct 2, 2023 0:52:58 GMT
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Sept 24, 2023 21:01:02 GMT said:
And, nearly as importantly of course, I discovered that I love mangoes & I eat them every chance I can


i used to be obssessed with mangoes as a child. i would eat mangoes. i made my email about mangoes. and i would also draw mangoes killing each other on ms paint. i think i had a plot about fruit wars.

may your love for mangoes continue eternally
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what is/are your irl character development/s? written Oct 2, 2023 6:10:56 GMT
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With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.
I'm so close to over the hill and have finished up my masters degree! I just have to take my licensing exam—

I've been stuck doing school and working full time for the past couple years that I'm actually not sure how only working feels like and wonder what I'll end up actually doing with my free time when I have it.
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what is/are your irl character development/s? written Oct 22, 2023 12:07:45 GMT
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all right i have another irl dev

i was an armaldo kid growing up

but i now i love cradily more

i think it's weird and cute and funny-looking thing that can exist in prehistoric times. love its colors and patterns.

...no? there's no other reason wdym
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what is/are your irl character development/s? written Oct 22, 2023 13:33:26 GMT
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Tell me which you dread more ; the echo or the answer?
Routines! Big Routines. Doing stuff around the clock and making sure I have things done by a certain time is really helping my productivity. 
Not my chores however.

Moving out was probably one of the best decisions I've ever made, my mental health is at an all time high.
last edit on Oct 22, 2023 13:34:19 GMT by Sola
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what is/are your irl character development/s? written Jan 11, 2024 15:49:15 GMT
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one day!
Got into working out and supplements! I stopped being a fightey person on social media. And after 7 years of freelancing and 3 years of temporary and messy full time jobs wherein I didn't last a year, I'm now currently more than a year staying in my company and have recently been awarded Employee of the Month. Huge step up from the girl who lasted 6 months at her first company and two weeks at her second.

Having a supportive manager, therapy, and work setup (wfh) that allowed me to have more control over my time helped.
last edit on Jan 11, 2024 15:49:36 GMT by hotaryu

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what is/are your irl character development/s? written Jan 11, 2024 16:06:10 GMT
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Went from shitty high school grades and taking any retail job that would have me, to 'obtained a traineeship with the local council, earned two qualifications, and got some great references for the resume/CV'. Going to continue that momentum and look at getting my full driver's licence in the first half of this year 🤞
a non-canon arknights rp

soon... the barriers will come down...
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what is/are your irl character development/s? written Jan 27, 2024 21:47:40 GMT
the endless hunt
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sometimes i really don't think that i've changed or developed that much but then i reflect back on things i said years ago - a perfect example is my post in this thread from literal 2018 (your roleplaying application was such a fun trend) - and realize that i have a WAY more solid sense of self than i did then. in all actuality, i don't really recognize the person that wrote that profile even if i can recall who i was then, and i want to say i think that's a good thing. i'm actually working with myself instead of fighting myself, and i've been really working with myself to break the cycle of people pleasing that has been just so ingrained into who i am and how i interact with others. therapy and good support systems have helped.

i also am very seriously seeking an autism diagnosis, so the journey of self discovery continues

ah uh i also started playing final fantasy xiv which has taken over my life since then and idk if you can say that's an improvement but it sure is something
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