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Retiring from RP? written Jun 22, 2021 3:33:13 GMT
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so not to piggy back or be redundant but i thought maybe i had something to add to this convo. my motivation here is to hopefully alleviate the stress of this decision for any reading this thread?

i find that we as modern english speakers have this wild obsession with labels. this knowledge comes from me being apart of the T in LGBTQ (sorry about bringing identity into this but its relevantish). everyone is obsessed with labelling things to the point that at times it can really be redundant or have no relevance at all. a man who's been gay for 20 yrs can get horny for a woman, someone who's hyper-feminine can float into masculinity after a while... really these are just describers placed for comfort of self within your community/culture. sure you may get a double take from those who have known you, but overall it doesn't really matter. do what u feel.

so my point is is that your labelling this as retirement/hiatus doesn't really carry the weight that you think. it's really only as deep as you make it (and as we can see some of us carry this weight heavier than others). if you wanna "retire" and give it your 'final goodbye' only to come back in 3 months i doubt anyone will be like "but omg didn't you say you were retiring? why are you here?" and even if they do, like what are they gonna do? gatekeep? girlboss? gaslight? like you are free to label it as you please, if at all really, and then do what you want with it to the comfort of yourself. if you wanna label it retirement to feel that freedom, do so, but your rp friends won't stop you from coming back unless they're really shitty friends.

i have always told people: if roleplaying has become more of a chore than fun for you then babie just what are you doing? leave, go find something to do that results in some sort of actual satisfaction/fun/happiness/reward. if you are scared of the perpetual looming dastardly 'fear of missing out' i promise you that you aren't and there will still be some nerds on the internet pretending to be anime characters in play-by-post style roleplaying when/if you return. 
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Favorite Aesthetic written Jun 18, 2021 17:33:16 GMT
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i'm not sure if we are talking strictly within the realm of anime, but this is really such a fun topic. lately i've been very obsessed with like, stepford wives? the idea of the perfect housewife, a la 1950s, but something is like really off. (i'm a fashion student so please forgive), but the ideas of layered undergarments and beauty rituals to create this really dynamic hourglass shape and flawless visage. i have this pinterest board for it rn.

as far as anime goes i really like lace and bows and maximalism, which usually has me leaning towards lolita stuff, but i'm not always super in love with how lolitas are always little girls? i think it would be interesting to see some more maturity in that part of the anime world, especially since it can be so sexualized. 
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Post a Random Thought written Jan 10, 2021 2:43:02 GMT
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Jan 10, 2021 2:17:22 GMT said:
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Jan 10, 2021 1:29:56 GMT said:
9 days into 2021 n ur still toxic af...




look i cant feel bad for sis when she actually out here doing what the rumors said and then she so bold about it like girl y is u fcking the whole school?? ?



i thought they were being bitches just to be bitches. i was rooting for her and then come to find it's true??? like bb girl, i know you're a rabbit and all but?? i cant help but not feel bad. first off, im upset she let them find out she was doing this. secondly, is u out here doing this with just anyone?! and then thirdly i gotta ride for my boy. and THEN FOURTHLY I JUST FOUND OUT SHE---

u know what



i aint reading all that im happy for u tho or sorry that happened

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Favorite Line from your Last Post written Oct 4, 2019 6:46:10 GMT
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what felt like my first attempt at actual comedic narrative in a loooong minute bc it was
its not my favorite thing i've ever done (i edited it a bunch even just transferring it over)
but i kinda laughed at my own jokes ps this is literally half the post sorry

"Muscleheads?"

Muscleheads. She did have them at one point. Specific names fading from her memories. They were characteristically fitting, maybe there was a Chad, Tripp, Brayden, what they called each other didn't matter. What did was their biceps all coiled with strength and bodies bound together with faux heroism and testosterone. It turns out saving a damsel isn't nearly the same fending off a horde of mindless zombies as it is an old drunkard.

When Chet's musclebound neck got a chunk taken out of it by a walker it seemed to be the unraveling of their little group. Tanner No. 1 freaked the f*ck out while Tanner No. 2 tried to calm him down. Brock ran. Chaz, who was already dealing with withdrawal from steroid usage and a lifetime of having a micropenis, tried to fight them off only to join his fellow Ch- brother in zombiedom. Callista didn't pay attention after that. Instead, she ran, flipped, shimmied, and tight walked her way out of there.

A shiver runs up her spine as she remembers the scene. Ew.

"They died."

last edit on Oct 4, 2019 6:46:59 GMT by goldie