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I kind of realized something very eerily similar to the above post a month back: I write / rp best when a depressive episode puts me into a hole so deep all I can manage to do for myself is the bare minimum (eat - barely - and go to work). It was such a visceral, ugly epiphany for me that something I once enjoyed had become the thing I fall back on when I am mentally unwell. I'm at my most creative when I am sad, when life isn't going so great, when all of my mistakes catch up to me - I write, and I write fucking good. And honestly? I don't like that when I do get out of this hole, clawing myself out of it and barely escaping the call of the void - I no longer feel the urge to write. I cannot rp. I literally recently just... went MIA from one site I was actually excited about because of this.

I hate that I can link all my distinctively awesome writing "arcs" to periods in my life where I was in shambles for some reason or another. But I think it was my way of coping with the fact everything was falling apart. I want to rp when I'm happy, too. But I just haven't gotten to that point. I wonder if I ever will.

sorry this is so long I meant to just say I can relate lmaooo
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I like using characters as face claims are are usually side characters in their respective source material; they might have 100+ (i.e. Matou Sakura from Fate/, Rhea from Fire Emblem) pages of art or likeโ€ฆ less than 10 pages of โ€œqualityโ€ / usable art (i.e. Quanxi from Chainsaw Man, Ghislaine Dedoldia from Mushoku Tensei, Riza Hawkeye from Fullmetal Alchemist). I favor playing women, and if you know me from previous sites I like playing women withโ€ฆ erm, big assets.

Yeah I like big boobs, yeah Iโ€™m a coomer, what of it. :clueless:

But before my break I was leaning out of that. Nowadays I prefer buff or androgynous women. I also like playing male characters that are bald for some reason (I really want to use Rude from Final Fantasy as a face claim one dayโ€ฆ) I also have a soft spot for buff male face claims. Toudou Aoi my beloved. Uzui Tengen please call me back. Halsinโ€ฆ save meโ€ฆ
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craving another jujutsu kaisen site so bad

shit was so fun (:))


This post gave me whiplash because why was Tenkai the last server that I had the most emotionally heartwrenching rp ever conceived by mortal man.

I need that back, man. Whew.

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ยท My s/o met my family for the first time. I was very nervous but my dad and grandma love him and to this day ask how heโ€™s doing constantly. This is the first time my parents have met anyone, so in a sense that is a personal milestone for me too. Heโ€™s a good man and Iโ€™m grateful for him.

ยท I got my first pet earlier this year! Her name is London Tipton and sheโ€™s obnoxious, but like any freeloading cat who pays no bills yet lies around the house doing absolutely nothing, she is loved and cherished. I had a minor freak out when I thought she got out of the house a few days ago (sheโ€™s 100% an indoors cat), but she ended up just being inside of my empty luggage under my bed? Nearly gave me a heart attack anyway.

ยท My partner and I celebrated our 1 years anniversary around the time he met my family. Heโ€™s laying next to me now, snoring up a storm like a hibernating bear. To say he makes me happy is an understatement.

ยท I distanced myself from rping. Realizing I was taking all of it (the drama, the nonsense, the absurdity of it all), I backed off from itโ€”maybe for good. I come back here every now and again to see whoโ€™s still kicking, though. It was good for my mental state and Iโ€™m proud of myself for being self aware enough to know I needed to step back from what does not benefit me. I still like to write but Iโ€™ve found better avenues to express my creativity that donโ€™t burn me out as fast. Every now and again I consider coming back to it, yet I feel as if I may have outgrown it at least.

ยท Falling back in love with reading has also been a pleasant surprise for me this year. My s/o bought me all of the Redwall series, which I havenโ€™t read since I was in middle school. I think it was this book series that made me appreciate writing for the love of writing and began to write myself. The author has a way with words that is full of whimsy and hope that Iโ€™ve always wanted to emulate. Iโ€™ve been spending a lot of time reading, writing, painting/drawing and even got into volunteer work with animals. Indulging my interests have done great for me mentally and physically.

โ€ฆBut yeah, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everyone! Now I go back to playing BG3 (Iโ€™m romancing Gale this time after kissing Wyll for three consecutive playthroughs).
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Would you throw away memories to avoid the hurt? Could she cut her pain away surgically and remove it like a tumor? No, her agonies were benign โ€” calcified and healed over. She did not need it to exist but it was there all the same. It was the only way to establish her mark on this world; to prove she had been here even as an irrelevant blip in history, she would struggle in vain.


Oldie but goldie because I do not be rping anymore. I just like looking back at this shit like... man. What was I cooking fr.
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idk man i kinda went off on this one


A victim who grew to be an abuser. Deeper than she could realize, a vicious cycle of generational trauma. It was unfathomable, abyssal, predatory. Still, she wore the scars inside and out as she didnโ€™t know any better than masking the pain with absurd amounts of pridefulness that bordered upon ridiculousness. She displayed it to him then as she stood in the middle of his nigh-barren room, radiating a suffocating amount of power, defiant against its banality, a stark contrast to emptiness; she was everything, everywhere, all at once and simultaneously nothing at all, just like him. The succession of misery would end with her. Sheโ€™d leave behind only a legacy of half-truths.

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Game of Thrones Game of Thrones Game of Thrones Game of Thrones Game of Thrones Game of Thronesโ€”
au game of thrones but make it during the Age of Heroes pls

- every1 is a king
- dorne is not yet unified
- no targaren, no kingslanding
- children of the forest problems; there is no wall
- the memory of the long night is no mummer's tale but something visceral on the mind


Yeah! I was thinking something more Age of Heroes-esque, but a little canon divergent as in:

- Doom of Valyria actually killed all Valyrians, which basically gets rid of the Targaryen line altogether. After Valyria was #rekt in lore it left a huge power vacuum over the Valyrian Freehold in Essos. It will be especially bad since there are absolutely no Valyrians left to clean it up, causing Volantis to basically cannibalize the leftovers and the Dothraki to pillage and burn the rest. There are no dragons and no dragonlords, though there are descendants in Dragonstone and all over Essos, with no dragons to bond with their power is null and void. A lot of bigotry and hatred grows towards Valyrian descendants due to how terribly Valyrians were known to be. Possible dragon eggs(?) but much like how they were given to Dany during her marriage to Drogo: they're stone and cannot be hatched; no one can.

I was thinking something more politically focused; I really enjoy stuff like that. Combat is obviously a must, and there can (and will be) wars. But most of the battles will be without weapons; between houses, brother against brother, trying to broker allegiances and/or marriages... etc.


Can you tell I thought a lot about this, lol
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She leaps off the backdoor patio, her stocking-covered feet meeting dry earth. Outside, the air is crisp and ripe with sweltering summer humidity, unfit for the funeral black she wore. It was a nice, quiet day, soon to grow into the eve, for the cicadas were already screaming their songs.