i feel like whenever i google health stuff, there's always suggestions about lists and timeframes to regularly keep track of your weird body going ons and on one hand that's actually pretty smart and useful when you're trying to fill your doc in on what the heck is happening but on the other hand, i feel exhausted just by the thought of it. even if it's once every three months or whatever, who the heckie has the time to be like "it's Time to catalogue my moles, better schedule it into my super busy day"

in other news //takes deep breath// when will i ever leave cpop hell?? WHEN??