i quit my job!!!

but i have a much better option that i start at tomorrow!!!

2 weeks notice who, if an employer can fire out without notice, why can't you simply hit da bricks!

Sept 28, 2024 11:09:58 GMT M A E ! said:

i realized a while back that i've probably been in a fluctuating state of adhd burnout for nearly a decade and that i should probably take better care of myself to Actually Recover instead of throwing myself into new things to patch it up and then crash out even harder later time and time again but also lol i can't imagine caring enough about myself to do all that yet tbh

okay but what if i cared about you enough to help you with your burnout??? ever think of that??? :/
(ilu mae)

man it feels good to be writing again. i dunno it's been such a shit year that finally getting the juice to do so again has been sooooo refreshing

everyone send positive thoughts to your local ffxiv player as we await the dawn (heh) of 48 hours without our fix

(good maint eve to all who are rushing to finish prep for new content)

stardew valley is dangerous because you'll sit down at 3pm, minding your own business, and then it's 2am and you don't know what happened but you only know you got up a couple times because the dog came up and rested his head on your knee.

can't wait to wake up and do it all again tomorrow

bouncing between stardew valley, honkai: star rail and ffxiv today and i'm blaming it on the fact that i woke up at an ungodly hour to go to a meeting that i already knew all the information for and very nearly watched a dude try and start a fight with the presenter.

got "let go" by my job last week and fell into some sorta sadness where i picked up a gacha game that doesn't feel like a gacha. honkai star rail's got me in it's clutches and i don't really know how to crawl out.

(tldr for the job aspect, they were looking for something to fire me over and found the dumbest excuse even though i was a top notch employee lmao)

job fired me for a shitty reason and i'm salty about it.
but also fuck them for putting me through so much shit fr.

i survived another year around the sun.
it's my birthday and i'm going to spend learning how to savage raid, and diving into eureka in ffxiv.

my ffxiv raiding friends waiting for my confidence to rise enough to drag me into savage raiding... it's finally happening... i'll finally try it.....

after being told so many times that i wasn't good enough to do so.

thinking about the time i accidentally stole from a big box store.
to be fair, i was at self-check out and had three big things.
i walked up to the exit, and the guy checked my receipt.
walked all the way to my car and discovered two things:
1. i had left the bag of groceries i had actually paid for.
2. there were items in my cart that were unpaid for.

now, you might be thinking: rav, did you leave without your groceries?
and no, dear reader, i did not.
i walked back inside, grabbed my bag of food, walked back to my car and went home, guilt riding on my mind.
and when i told my darling spouse, they laughed at me.

since i've been plagued with more free time recently, i've been really getting into listening to audiobooks....
it's really good to pass the time, esp with some books i've read in the past. sometimes hearing it in another voice is nice.

insomnia truly got hands fr.
i wanna sleep but my entire body rebels so i simply lay in bed thinking about all the things i need to do and should do.

anyways, i got an insane idea for my ffxiv alt and i'm feeling a little insane since i could be possible.