Jan 9, 2024 4:51:45 GMT CEL said:

burakhovsky missing hours

it's ALWAYS burakhvosky missing hours. i miss the sand pest coming for my ass, and the doctors dancing around each other. take me back to the town-on-gorkhon

thinking about the hilarity that ensued last night while ulla and i BP farmed and scarvi and the picnic table just would not load.

scarlet and violet is a perfect game, with so many flaws

the panic i feel while knowing that my manager said i didn't need to go back in since the only dog that was going home, already went home, but i still have the panic of not being where i need to be because the work app said i was late clocking in.

the hour of panic starts now ig

Jan 7, 2024 5:15:02 GMT Beetle said:

Jan 6, 2024 21:33:49 GMT rav⭑ said:

i shouldn't have gotten myself inscryption because now all i'm doing it playing it.
which isn't bad, but i have a list of things i want to do and yet..... spooky card game.

i ALSO just started playing inscryption and i managed to go in completely blind. i have no idea wtf is going on but praise be to mantis god

see, i'm not blind but i'm still finding new combos and such. the amount of failed runs i've had, giving me new cards. mmmmm card game good

i shouldn't have gotten myself inscryption because now all i'm doing it playing it.
which isn't bad, but i have a list of things i want to do and yet..... spooky card game.

interview went well yesterday.
woke up this morning with a low fever and a horrible cough that won't go away

interview i think went well but i won't get my hopes up because the last time i got my hopes up i got a denial that made me quit looking for awhile.

on the plus side, i'm thinking about getting the outer wilds because i'm craving an exploration game and it's hit all the marks in my own book.
i was gonna get dredge but then saw it had a mini-game that i can't play because of my #debuff (colorblindness) and got a lil sad.

2024 will hopefully be starting off with a new job that actually gives me a living wage and doesn't have me working like.... one day a week for only a couple hours.

interview on tuesday, so here's hoping!

kinda still wild to me that i'm not working consistently

but also like... i see so many places hiring, but they won't reach back out to me.
i really cannot fathom it.

anyways, spending all my points for a:
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thank you!

i am so incredibly exhausted all the time.
no amount of sleep seems to help, and whenever i get insurance again i might see if there's something.... more wrong.

one. i made a terrifying choice of leaving a job i had for 10 years, and while it was bad for a time, i think it made me feel a lot better about myself! gave time for self-reflection and the life.
two. made lots of progress and confidence building with my dog! he's a shy little boy, but he's come such a long way and i've never been more proud of him.
three. found something i genuinely enjoy doing. silly to think about that i've been playing ffxiv for a few years, but just now figured out that i'll never be a raider, but enjoy the exploration aspects of the game!
four. kept my room cleaner. yeah, silly thing. but, depression messes happen and i'm getting better with keeping up on it!
five. become more forgiving to myself. i am my own worst critic and often will beat myself up over the little things.

Jan 22, 2022 14:40:08 GMT CEL said:

pathologic. it's insane how many times i keep coming back to it like every 2 years

i relate to this so much.....

also dishonored......

...... i love me some games with a plague theme