im like... a cryptid. in discord servers. all i do is react to messages 15 hours after they've been posted. my head is empty and my thoughts are full of positive emojis and nothing else

i decided to make that tutorial directory that i mentioned earlier. but ... it means ... i have to ... mess around with... javascript. which is not my friend. it is in fact my mortal enemy

it is second only to my most important mortal enemy, messaging people out of the blue, which is surely what i will be doing once the tumblr page is ready. :'( but hopefully it will be a helpful resource ?!??!! at the very least it will be helpful for me and That's What Matters

NO!

im literally one starter away from being caught up on at least ONE site. i owed nineteen yesterday... i'm [vibrates] im gonna be so powerful and cool 

i want to make a tumblr page or like, a jcink page, or just, something, that consolidates all the tutorials that are across all the different resource sites and like. just groups links to them? for easy reference ? sometimes i'm like "i want some tutorials on x topic" and then i don't find it on once resource site so i have to go search on other resource sites which can take a lot of time (and i might not even find what i'm looking for).... i'd rather be able to see a link that's like "x topic by y user on z resource site" so that i could be like "oh sweet nice thanks i will click this link and also the four others that seem related to this topic!"

maybe it could be sortable by like. site. or... platform (jcink/proboards/etc) or... type (coding/rp advice/staffing advice)... or... more?!?!?!

but that's a very big dream... and maybe it already exists. that would be the ultimate dream

my lore grew to 1800 words (like 800 words more than last time!) and i STILL consider myself to be about 60% done. this is some bullshit u____u

thank u @ everyone who likes my posts. its as if i get 1 teaspoon of serotonin each time. that little notification number shows up and my heart gets one size bigger

my pinterest at face value: hot. organized. good pics. you wish you were me

my pinterest when u include all of my secret private boards: terrible garbage dump

im technologically illiterate but i Finally Discovered There Is A Way For Me To Observe the Most Recent Posts Page From The Mobile View. it is a gamechanger. finally i can stop reading the small verywide text that i have to scroll horizontally for on my phone

im a changed person.. a new woman...

cw: death/loss/grief. 
this was from a while back but i was reading old rp replies and im still proud of it 😔

i am... a flute player! and a really cool piece is debussy's syrinx for solo flute. i loved it so much i decided to make it my name forever, except syrinx is never going to be a viable username on any platform, so i added a nice little aesthetic h for uniqueness.

oscar isaac...

the thing i was nervous about has come to pass. and hopefully i am better for it! time to ditch negative thoughts and grow the positive mental................

also i treated myself to a giant ass book on css as a reward. there's a programming bundle on humble bundle and i got many books for 11 dollars. i don't know why it's easiest for me to learn css from a book, but It Just Is, and so hopefully i will level up my css game. that would be Great