leap's last post reminded me.. even though i like to pretend i have never staffed a site before, i have ... staffed a couple. but when i was really young... and stupid. amongst my many crimes, i remember two in particular:
- my youngest, i made a harry potter site. used the base skin for invisionfree at the time. thought i could somehow make it seem like it was active by making about 150 accounts by myself and roleplay between all these characters. i could not. make it seem active. OR roleplay with myself. i made about 30 weasley characters just by using a random name generator. i was very stupid
- one time for a site, i think it was actually somewhat successful?!?!?!??! which was BONKERS because i was not even above 13 years of age probably yet and had absolutely no business pretending to be a responsible person. (somewhat successful to me means that at least 1 person joined who i didn't con into it) anyway, i was irresponsible. i jokingly PMed a member who was apping a character that they couldn't rp that character "because i am already planning on playing something similar. sorry" THEY WERE SO SAD oh my god i was so fucking mean?!?!? ! of course i caved and was like "no im just kidding im sorry!!!!" but like... the mental damage. the emotional pain. i am so sorry, person from like 15+ years ago. i'm so sorry
;____; i've changed,, i'm a better person now,, more importantly i am in my twenties and not a tiny sprout
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