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Behold, an all GFX Bingo!

First one speaks for itself tbh

1. #22 KEEP TRYING
KEEP TRYING

2. #12 WHO CARES? (Nobody Cares)

Nobody Cares

3. #19 TIME MACHINE (Love is a Time Machine)

liatm

4. #10 PROPHECY

Prophecy

And that's it ^^
Thanks for viewing! Hope you enjoyed :3
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Questionnaire

1. What does your bedroom look like?
"Sleek, cozy, modern. Fitting for the penthouse. I didn't spend as much on it as I did in the kitchen, though."

2. Do you have any daily/weekly/monthly 'rituals'? What are they?
"Typically, I host a dinner party for work folks once every few weeks or so. Date night with Vicky is whenever I have time off, just about, and I always treat her to something good that I made or we go out. Aside from that, I'm too busy working, usually, for much else."

3. Do you exercise? How much? How frequently?
"Minimally. I don't really need it too much. Vicky has been trying to get me more into it, and I'm humoring her."

4. What's your favorite way to waste time? How do you feel about wasted time?
"I don't waste time. I either have a purpose for doing something or I'm asleep. There is nothing in between."

5. What's your favorite indulgence? How do you feel about indulging?
"Good food and intimate time with my loved one. I feel good about it. That's what life is for, right? Living?"

6. What's your favorite meal? Favorite drink? Favorite dessert?
"Lobster Bisque, real lobster chunks on top with a small teaspoon of caviar atop it. My favorite drink is whatever wine pairs well with my current meal. The best dessert, objectively, is a classic cheesecake with raspberry sauce swirled over it."

7. Do you wear makeup? If so, what does it usually look like?
"Nah, never cared for it. Tried it for Vicky, she didn't care for it either. No need for it. I look good in a suit, though."

8. What are some intellectual pursuits of yours?
"I'm always researching stuff in the background thanks to my augmented mental processing units and HUD. Boring meetings become a time to watch videos or read books. I've learned a lot that way, but my best pursuit intellectually is just constantly keeping up with and maintaining the Oasian economy to make sure Lacrivo stays on top."

9. What's your favorite form of media? Your favorite genre within that medium?
"I love to see paintings and art galleries. I don't have a favorite genre, really, I just like what I like. My collection doesn't really have a theme or a genre it focuses on."

10. What's your sexual orientation? Romantic orientation?
"Pansexual, panromantic."

11. What are your short-term goals?
"Marry Vicky, currently, probably, and just make sure she stays alive."

12. What are your long-term goals?
"Become Trifecta."

13. What's your preferred manner of dress? What do you usually wear?
"Business stuff. I rarely dress casual but it's so comfortable when I get to."

14. What do you usually think about before falling asleep at night?
"How amazing the sex was, these days."

15. Do you have a history of any note-worthy illnesses or injuries?
"Nope, none to speak of. Not since I was a slave."

16. How organized would you say you are? How does this impact your day-to-day life?
"Very. My AI, Natalie, is my personal assistant that keeps my schedule and appointments together. She has a hub at my home and at my office, and we can connect via a link in my HUD, so she's become a necessity."

17. Is there a particular subject you excel at?
"Business and Economics, baby."

18. Where do you see yourself ten years from now?
"Still on the grind. I'm five and a half centuries deep in this profession. Ten years won't change that."

19. What is your greatest regret?
"Ever being fooled by Cassandra into being proud of being a slave. Ugh...imagine."

20. What is your greatest pride?
"My position and my casino."

21. What is your greatest guilt?
"That I have emulated Cassandra to some degree for so long."

22. What is your greatest fear?
"Losing Vicky...gah, even the thought is...yea."

23. What is your greatest embarrassment?
"Turning into a puddle of schoolgirl-y mush when me and Vicky are alone sometimes and she pushes my buttons."

24. Who do you see as your closest friend? Your worst enemy?
"Closest friend is easily Vicky. She's the closest anyone has ever been to me. Worst enemy is Cassandra Cortes."

25. What is your most prized possession?
"Polar Star Casino."

26. What's your concept of home? Of Family?
"Uh...I haven't really thought too much about it lately. I never got to have any of that, so...I don't know. Home now is just where I'm safe and where me and Vicky can be alone and be ourselves. Family...I don't know about that. Maybe one day I'll learn the hard way."

27. Are you more analytical or emotional in your decision making?
"Analytical when it comes to business. Emotional when it comes to Vicky."

28. Where do you sit on a scale between humble and arrogant?
"If humble is 1 then I'm about an 8 towards arrogant."

29. What are some hobbies of yours?
"Cooking is my main one. I really enjoy it. Good enough to work in a 3-star kitchen if business ever stops working out for me."

30. What does your education look like? Did you enjoy your time spent learning?
"It's always happening still to this day. I didn't get to go to any kind of school, so I've spent over five hundred years learning everything I can."

31. Are you religious? If so, what are your religious beliefs?
"My only belief is fuck Kamaria."

32. What are your views on superstition and the occult?
"We have evidence of vampires and other such things in the world so, I just view them with disdain. They belong to the kingdom of Philomena. As long as they don't cause issues in our city, I don't care."

33. Are you the sort to use your words or your actions?
"Words first, actions second."

34. What are your feelings on love?
"I didn't know until I met Vicky, but she makes me feel like I have a reason to be happy and intimate with someone. She really gives me a new sense of purpose and focus that wasn't there before."

35. What would your ideal romantic partner, if any, look like?
"I'm with her. Vicky is about as good as it gets."

36. What are your feelings on death?
"I've wished for it a few times, but these days I just do my best to keep living as long as I'm useful to Lacrivo. That will keep me alive. Only once that changes will I have a reason to fear death."

37. Who have been your biggest heroes over the course of your life?
"Lyudmila was a big one for a long time. Once she died I really set out to be my own person and make my own path. A lot of people call me a villain these days, but it is what it is. I don't really have anyone I look up to anymore."

38. When you were younger, what did you want to grow up to be?
"Free."

39. What do you like about yourself the most? The least?
"I like that I've had the ability to come this far because of what I've survived. What is that, determination? Drive? Ambition? Either way, I only dislike that I was ever vulnerable to those that didn't deserve it."

40. If you were to RP a character on a play-by-post forum, what would they be like?
"Probably very mundane. I'd like to try experiencing a normal life...maybe I'll try a VR sim like that one day."


Ship Questionnaire

1. How did you meet your partner(s)? What was your first impression?
"She came to interview about a position as my bodyguard. I was immediately impressed by how confident and relaxed she was."

2. What did you like about your partner(s) before the relationship? Has that changed?
"She was hired to be my protector, my bodyguard. She made it very interesting and I couldn't help but feel attracted to her. I don't even know specifically why I found her so alluring to me, but...I don't know, I don't ask myself those kinds of questions."

3. How did the relationship start?
"She helped me get over a sleep paralysis episode and I cried in front of her and told her everything I've kept secret from everyone else. We cuddled that night and I slept soundly for the first time in centuries."

4. Are you happy with where you're currently at in your relationship? If not, what would you change?
"We're getting closer, stronger, every day. I wouldn't change a thing. Well, except for trying to be a better version of myself for her."

5. Are you positively impacting each others' lives? If so, how?
"Definitely. I take care of her in every way I can, including financially, and she protects me from internal and external danger. Our love makes us better people, and makes us want to be better."

6. How often do you laugh together?
"She makes me laugh all the time, so pretty often."

7. When was the last time you had a dream about your partner(s)?
"I don't often remember my dreams, but when I do I can't think of a time when it was about her."

8. What's the most romantic thing you've done with your partner(s)?
"After I confronted Cassandra I was a mess, and to cope I felt very young for some amount of time. So I convinced her to dress up with me, and I bought a pretty dress while we were in Philomena, and I bought her a suit and we went out to dinner. She even got me something I would order without me having to ask. She ripped that dress off of me that night...aahhh I love her so much."

9. What was the best moment in your relationship so far?
"Seeing her fight Cassandra's sister, probably. Cassandra's sister is about 9 foot tall and a vicious fighter and healer, well-practiced in magic and combat. Vicky managed to fight her off really well for a while but ended up getting hurt. Aside from that, probably the beginning where she learned about my past. That was hard, but it was what brought us together."

10. How do you show your love for each other?
"I buy her all the food she wants and cook for her all the time. She never leaves my side, hardly, and is very protective by nature, and is always showing me affection."

11. Who said 'I love you' first? What were you doing when they said it?
"Me. It was after that whole thing with Cassandra. I got her healed up at the nearby healer and after we both said some gay shit I just felt it was the right time."

12. How much do you think you understand about your partner(s)?
"I understand her pretty well. I don't know if we're 100% yet but I feel good about reaching that number sooner rather than later."

13. Do you trust each other?
"I trust her 100% with my life. No question. I am sure she feels the same."

14. How do you feel when others find your partner(s) attractive?
"Proud. I'm the only one that gets to have her. They can covet what I have all they want. I'm used to it."

15. How serious do you each take the relationship?
"Very. It's almost my whole world outside of work."

16. Do you make sacrifices for your relationship?
"I don't have to, really, so nah."

17. Do you forgive each other's mistakes easily?
"I can't think of any mistakes she's made but also I can't imagine holding anything against her after all she's done for me already."

18. Do you plan to stay with your partner(s) for a long time?
"Forever, if I can help it."

19. Will you say sorry to your partner(s) even when something isn't your fault?
"Not that I can remember, but yea, probably."

20. When was the last time you had an in-depth conversation with your partner(s)?
"We're around each other basically 24/7 so that happens pretty often."

21. Do you feel accepted as you are in your relationship?
"Yes, but I always want to do better to be better for her."

22. Have you seen each other at your best and at your worst?
"She's definitely seen me at my worst, I don't know if I've seen hers though. I always just see her at her best."

23. Have you ever thought about cheating on your partner(s)? Why?
"Never."

24. Will you lie for the sake of your partner(s)' happiness? If so, where do you draw the line?
"I lie as a career a good bit of the time so as long as I don't have to lie to her, yes."

25. Are you in your relationship because you enjoy the excitement, the feeling of being loved and cared about, or a bit of both?
"The feeling of being loved and the fact that it just feels right."

26. Does your relationship help you forget painful previous relationships, or even past traumatic events?
"Past traumatic events, for sure. That was the foundation it was built on."

27. Do you look forward to your future with your partner(s)?
"Every day."

28. Have you ever thought about marrying your partner(s)?
"I look forward to the chance but I don't know how she feels about it yet."

29. Are there more happy times than sad times with your partner(s)?
"I would say so, definitely."

30. If you could choose to be in a relationship with anyone – past, present, or future – would you choose your partner(s) again?
"Absolutely. Every time."
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Callie's Relationships

Cassandra Cortes:
Her very first canon relationship is with that of her last owner when she was still a slave. Callie was bought by her at the age of 18, already a broken woman who was eager to avoid punishment. She did so well in her service that Cassandra considered her a 'favorite' and made her into something of a pet project. There were several NPC slaves that Callie interacted with during this time, but they all found her presence discomforting due to her devotion to Cassandra. Cass had convinced her that not only was she going to experiment on her (by cutting her open and dissecting various parts of her body before having her sister heal the wounds) but that she should be thankful to be doing her part, for being useful since she was unblessed and, in Cassandra's eyes, worth less than dirt. By the end of it, Cassandra even trusted her enough to reveal her plans to become a veritable Goddess. After she turned 25, that year she was kidnapped and taken away by those who were part of the Diaspora, the unblessed migrating across the wasteland, and broken of her addiction to Cassandra's power over her with the help of Lyudmila.

Only after the migration was complete did that truly set in, and her past haunted her for centuries. She often had night terrors and sleep paralysis where Cassandra was basically her sleep paralysis demon, taunting her about how she still missed Cassandra sometimes deep in the back of her mind. Five and half centuries later, in current time, she finally found someone she could trust in, Victoria, who became her bodyguard and lover. With Victoria's help and love, she overcame her fear of Cass and her self-loathing over it, stopped the night terrors, and even eventually got a chance to confront Cassandra, who was still alive thanks to magic (much to Callie's surprise).

Lyudmila Akulova:
One of the rare magic-users or 'blessed' that joined the slaves during the Diaspora, Lyudmila was something of an outcast thanks to her brand of necromantic magic being quite dark and judged heavily by her peers. Lyudmila knew a bit about Cassandra and, seeing the broken Calypso, or Brianna as she was known then, played a great part in helping to break her of her Stockholm Syndrome as best she could. It took most of the journey to do it, but by the end of it, Calypso was ready to start on her new path. Callie admired her for owning her identity as an outcast and they stayed friends all the way up until Lyudy, as she called her, died several hundred years later.

Now, Lyudmila has been integrated into an AI, and on the second iteration of that AI, became the front-facing persona among a litany of AI personas in her robot body. Now, rather than being involved in military work, she is the General Executive, Callie's peer, and with this being a recent development, they're catching up and becoming friends again.

Blade Yang:
Another one-percenter, as they're called, Blade was part of the Diaspora and was another friend of Callie's. He's the military executive, and while he is incredible in that position, remains to be someone that Callie has had differing views and ideas from. He was once banned from being invited to her dinner parties that she often hosts because he couldn't handle his alcohol properly. Between that and their differences, they were estranged for a long span of time. Recently, however, Callie invited him over during a meeting between the two of them in an effort to rebuild the friendship.

Victoria Vulcan:
Callie's junior by about 400 years, Victoria was born and raised in Oasis and became a killer pretty young, compared to most. She was taken in by Lacrivo's Security Force (LSF) by a mentor who saw her as lost and eventually learned to control her urges. It was found later that she also had a very rare affinity for magic of all kinds, but she was only able to use this outside of Oasis' borders due to the magic suppression system that covers the whole city.

Recently, Callie took to interviewing people about being her bodyguard and Victoria happened to apply, getting the position on the spot when Callie saw just how much gall she had and how skilled she was. Her incredibly chill personality was a great compliment to Callie's tendency to be uptight and cold all the time, and since she was now her 24/7 bodyguard, they learned enough about each other to understand one another pretty quickly. It helped that they were both Wolf folk. This was cemented further when Vicky learned that Callie enjoyed cooking and, being a glutton who ate surprising amounts of food, Callie found her way to Vicky's heart through her stomach.

One night, Callie was having a night terror and Vicky thought she was under attack, rushing in from the room where she slept to the sound of yelling. Callie, in her most vulnerable moment in five and a half centuries, revealed her past and her pain to Vicky and their true bond as lovers began from there.

Olympia Kyriaku:
Another one-percenter, Olympia is slightly younger than Callie but managed to get above her in position in Lacrivo. Part of the Trifecta that sits just below the Director, Olympia is responsible for decisions and management even above Callie. They remain friends from way back, but that relationship is somewhat more distant now since the both of them work so hard and Callie is lowkey a little jealous of the fact that she got the position that she wanted for herself. She still hopes to join her, but unless something drastic happens, that isn't likely anytime soon.

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Ozymandias
by PERCY BYSSHE SHELLEY

"I met a traveller from an antique land,
Who said—“Two vast and trunkless legs of stone
Stand in the desert. . . . Near them, on the sand,
Half sunk a shattered visage lies, whose frown,
And wrinkled lip, and sneer of cold command,
Tell that its sculptor well those passions read
Which yet survive, stamped on these lifeless things,
The hand that mocked them, and the heart that fed;
And on the pedestal, these words appear:
My name is Ozymandias, King of Kings;
Look on my Works, ye Mighty, and despair!
Nothing beside remains. Round the decay
Of that colossal Wreck, boundless and bare
The lone and level sands stretch far away.”



Callie is no stranger when it comes to the idea of impermanence. She's seen many people and entities rise and fall and knows that even she, pseudo-immortal as she may be, has an expiration date, as does all of Oasis and Lacrivo. Best to live it up in the meantime, hm?



Acceptance 
by Me 
posted on DeviantArt under my old username Ameliove

I've never dealt with so much pain
Like an endless spring within my brain
May I find release?
Or just disdain?


For myself, of course, this curse within
A raging storm that shows no end
I know storms pass
but I've come to love
the feel of rain.



An old poem of my own creation. Nothing I'm super proud of but it happened to fit her in her transition between being a slave and being a free woman still haunted by night terrors from the horrors of her past life.
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It's worth noting that I have never been brave enough to touch coding of any kind until today (not including games). Took me most of the day but I'm happy enough with the results ^^ it's fun to learn new stuff! I couldn't figure out how to post it here properly, however? Please forgib my smooth brain if I missed something in that regard.
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Calypso "Callie" Solis

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-Blurb-

A 570-year-old Wolf Folk, Callie was born centuries ago into slavery and never knew her parents. Born without magic into a society that saw her as cursed to a lesser status, she learned to accept it and later, love it. Her original, given name, is Brianna, her last name unknown. Her last owner that had her until she was 25, however, began to break her down further than she'd ever been by naming her "Princess". She only escaped with the other slaves during what is known as The Diaspora because they kidnapped her, eventually breaking her of her addictive illusion of her owner's power over her.

Once they crossed that hellish wasteland, many of them dying along the way, they found an empty city, aptly named Oasis, and settled it right away. The technology was foreign to them, but having no other way to survive, they figured it out and even began to improve it, quickly conquering life and death themselves with it while their ex-masters, now enemies, had done so with magic. Calypso was one of the first to volunteer to undergo experimental augments and tech and was provided a mind drive guaranteeing her all but immortality, allowing her to be uploaded into a clone.

It wasn't long before the Megacorp, Lacrivo, formed, and Callie quickly began to vie for power that she'd never known, finding her place in the Commercial Branch. She decided that she would never be a victim of fate again. It took her a long time, but time was all she had aside from ambition, before she finally made her way to the top of that branch, now the Executive in charge of all economic decisions made in Oasis. Lacrivo had crushed every competitor, taken over every market in one way or another, and even begun to negotiate trades with their enemies, all thanks to Callie's web-weaving and business acumen. She often had to be cruel, but that wasn't anything new to her.

After all, she learned from the best.

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