everytime i research folklore, i end up reading history and now i think i am obsessed and i need more to read always and that's how i feel right now

im hungry but i dont wanna cook, i wish i could just manifest food into reality with my mind...LOL

the world is wild but giyu tomioka is perfect goodbye

me: -drinks orange juice and contemplates making my green hair look pretty-
also me: wild

i've been tryna do art... for the past week
and i'm crying LOL it's so bad
...and it's distracting me from finishing up this skin LOLLL because i wanna BECOME BETTER AT ART >8U but my style currently... is... squished... weird anatomy cute faced... bjd knock offs LMFAOOOO
but imma DO ALL THE THINGS >8U i believe in myself

all i'm imagining is old amvs with love triangles

imma write the ulquihime fanfic ive been thinking about for years
and maybe a nalu fanfic too while im coding up this skin and planning to enter webtoons latest contest -- i think im ready to take on the WORLD

i've been reading ulquihime fanfics for a few days and it's been the thing that's getting me through this coding process - but it also just makes me want to rp their dynamic so bad -sobs-

it has honestly been a really long month and a half of stress and hospital visits - but now; everything is okay - i have free time and it's time to ACTUALLY BEGIN THE YEAR >8D

by completing goals and not letting setbacks slow me down

i am determined

LOLLL IDK WHAT HAPPENED LIGHT-- but it could def be sooner 👀👀👀 BUT I LOVE U I PROMISE

okay, end of jan-- early february;

im so sorry SOBS coding a skin, almost complete but im like "is it pretty enough tho" LOL BUT

just a few more components and golden

a school/college - focused on supernatural ghostly apparitions...and legends surrounding the school, wonders

orange powerade