people grow up and change - holding grudges often ends up being more exhausting then anything

but it hurts when you can't resolve the past and get denied at every turn. you're trying to be a better person, but the other party doesn't want to hear a word of it. and most of the time, you just gotta deal with that lack of resolution and it sucks.

on the other hand, this bitch pulled on my pigtails when I was six and I still haven't forgiven her the monkey sniffing mushroom head

Seven

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so I discovered that Scars on Broadway is like, 1/2 of SOAD and I've been listening to the two albums on repeat send help

I am so friggin' happy that I need to share all of it with you guys. take the happy vibes. TAKE THEM. FEEL THE HAPPY.

/subtly goes to change graphics

also I am not responsible if my happiness spawns diabetes, explodes your pancreas, or grows a second pancreas to deal with the cancerous level of diabetes. take my happiness at your own risk!

and after who knows how long I exist!

and I must share! 9 days before I have my love in my arms!

I'm bouncing off the walls and everyone else hates me because of it right now XD

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blast the crap out of mindcrime, make them wonder about the universe.


also I love how ppl are switching to holiday stuff, nice and cheerful and then me all like

'winter makes me think of this sad song where this little orphan boy loses the one person important to him and I'm just gonna pick up the name and theme of that song and just sort of cry all over because just imagine this little horned oni boy looking for that little girl that smiled and gave him a flower in the dead of winter, in the deep snow. alone, lost and at night, and he's softly humming to himself, promising to find her, all so that they can see the sakura together.'

I wanted to feel pretty and realized that was too much work and just lowkey decided to dress as lazy as possible because what is restraint??

also I keep getting murdered by a dragon makes me want to play a dragon like character. like brain?? r u ok??

ok so valka is pure and has a lot of my own outlook on the info from fanfest so weeeeeee eeeeee

also I'm sticking with aether but 2/3 rp servers on aether got punked to the new crystal. rip balmung and mateus XD midgardsomr just gets to stay there, and be confused. ( in fact before this I was unaware there was a lot of rp there like what ) so I'll def hopefully get to see some of you! <3

but on limited jobs: if I remember correctly, BLU just literally, and pardon me, utterly fucked and buggered every single 11 team comp just by virtue of did you need anything other then BLU? which is what they're trying to avoid here from what I can tell. also I feel there's a misconception - it's not that you can't do raids, trials and other things. you just can't queue for them synced as in solo q. you CAN however, queue up with a premade party and do these things unsynced. so you could go do the binding coil of bahamut or the crystal tower raids - you'd just need a few other people before hand. considering that's how most people do 99% of the older content, it's not a big difficulty. I guess it does suck you can't do current content with it, but... honestly I'm just glad they're testing it out because I remember how they fucked summoner in the ass since it was literally broken. just r i p. I honestly would like to see where they go with this, and it might be nice to see other classes that people keep yelling about but otherwise are far too hard to fix into an mmo setting without twisting the balance to utterly ridiculous. but yeah my two cents.

also this time I read all the posts before posting r i p

Also random thought: everyone thinks the shirt is viera but they've been wrong before. what if it was just the fenrir mount and yoshi p is trolling us??? there was a motorcycle on it. oh boy I don't want to be there for the explosion if it's not viera tho @.@ the spiderman shirt comes to mind.

BUT ANOTHER NOTE because I'm weird and scattered - I love to rant about 14 too. obviously. lol. <3

I mean, most of the lore is already there to be begin with. we could learn more about the sub-races of what's already here. apart from miquo'te, hyurs and au'ra, can anyone tell me any major lore points involving say, lala, roe or elezen sub races? I personally can't and lore for them is scant at best because of it?? a lot of the lore out there is player made, not from squeenix mouth. so idk why more sub-races is a good idea when we don't even have stuff on the ones we do have. and if we have, then where I must consume!

I'm all for more sub-races, but I feel we need to expand on what we already have first? that's just me tho. XD

dfsfsf HSDFS VIERA

ok so note to a little earlier - like I know ppl are clamouring for viera but I don't want to see a new race as much as I was to see more starting options for characters!

this kinda works into the 'more clans' thing but we only have about 4 faces a race. add more! more options! customization horn set ups for au'ra! third eye gem options for hyurs!

they already have a lot of things set up, but offering more customization would probably take care of that extra clans twitch? idk that's just me

what I want even more is miquo'te lore kthnks. where are all the tribes located primarily? their jobs? what about moon? because we got a xaela overload but like the miquo'te have had a tribe set up before the au'ra! so I mean...

this is slightly scattered because I'm still yelling about thancred coming back and how hot he is like hrngngn

hi it's been over 10 years since I started rping and some of this is accurate r i p

I feel old now oups



me: I'm cold and tired and want to sleep

also me: I'm awake now even if I'm still frozen