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Post a Random Thought written Aug 8, 2019 11:26:10 GMT
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Aug 8, 2019 2:39:40 GMT said:
There's a woman at work who makes it her job to literally spoil every movie and every show for literally everyone. She loves it. She was darn determined to spoil something for me but when I told her currently I was on episode 40 something of a chinese drama based off a novel she just gave up on me and hasn't spoken to me in like two weeks. My coworker keeps almost crying when I bring it up because apparently I'm the only person to circumvent her 'torture'.

One, you're an awful person.

Two, no one wants to join me in this drama hell. No one. I dragged my husband into it only cause I want him to suffer with me and he refuses to watch the live action and gets really confused when I start shouting about headless bodies in the show.



are there subs? 'cuz if there is, and you gots a link online, chuck it at me. when my muse dies, I'm often doing nothing but watching youtube videos and I'm starting to run out of those DX
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Wow, That was Me? written Jul 28, 2019 7:18:51 GMT
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soo the sites I've been longest on either got themselves hacked and deleted, banned me off them after I had a mental breakdown (thanks to a lot of irl stuff that's probably too heavy to even mention sorry), the creator has blocked me or the member base hates my guts but aren't willing to admit it so just end up shutting me out if I come back. which is why when I leave sites, I ghost now instead of trying to discuss whatever problems I have with what's going on or try to bond with people \o/ which considering my mentality of I hate quitting, is extremely not like me.

more light hearted - 2 sites, 200 characters. what the hell was I doing, I have no clue but holy cow. and I will say, I had maybe 1 repeat character across all of that. yeah. oof.
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Sites You Want To See written Jul 17, 2019 18:45:17 GMT
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you're like my new friend because you keep thinking of neat mmo stuff thanks. reminds me of the time I had 3/4th built a naruto mmo site oh boy that was fun to think about.

sooon?



also I would gladly hug passionately whoever ended up making a pokemon site with a breeding system that's just as funky as my first one was. first one was 2 random moves selected from both parents - even if your pokemon couldn't learn it. so you had explosion ratatta's and icy wind oddish's.... can you imagine with all the new moves they added since OwO I'd breed the prettiest, and weirdest pokemon combos you've ever seen
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Sites You Want To See written Jul 10, 2019 1:33:27 GMT
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Jul 9, 2019 13:45:50 GMT said:
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side note, where my mmo rps at? like I'm 90% tempted to make one myself at this rate, it's a void in my heart that I need.
I would say, wait a little longer for an mmorpg :eyes: soon


why can I only like something once like hello I wanna hit like 20 million times right now because I'm so excited!
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Sites You Want To See written Jul 9, 2019 1:14:47 GMT
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Jul 8, 2019 15:54:23 GMT said:
Shadowrun-inspired.

Cyberpunk/Sci-Fi meets fantasy. 

Cybernetics. Magic manifesting as genetic mutations. Industrial espionage. Crimes such as data theft and surveillance conspiracy. Megacorporation rivalries. Hackers, artificial intelligences, drones, cyberspace virtual reality, organized crime syndicates, etc.

Give. Me. Now.


do you know how long I've wanted this?? I played a couple games in 4e and since then I've been keeping an eye on the series. like srsly it's the perfect setting to just really have a ball. fantasy? covered. sci-fi? convered. cyberpunk? COVERED. you want to be a daring group of adventurers fighting against the evil of the mega-corporations? do it. you want to be an ancient dragon forced into hiding because people want to eat your heart for your powers ( even tho that's wrong oups ) and you end up CEO of a corporation and have to live a dual life as a cult leader? DO IT. I haven't had time to think of weird but fun ideas, nope.



side note, where my mmo rps at? like I'm 90% tempted to make one myself at this rate, it's a void in my heart that I need.
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mirage coordinator written Jul 3, 2019 22:02:13 GMT
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mirage coordinator written Jun 28, 2019 4:04:27 GMT
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she's skipping, dancing through the lights like a fairy on goddamn crack.
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dear god, what did I do to deserve this?
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when I heard that there was a babysitting job available, I thought it would be perfect. easy, no fuss, no muss. I am good with kids. I love kids. they're fun and easy to get along with, so long as you don't try to be complicated. and I hate complicated. so I expected a tyke of like, three or four. a sweetie but a little demon as they tested their boundaries with me, and how much they can get away with. that I can deal. but what I got instead... well....
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Post a Random Thought written Jun 17, 2019 8:31:02 GMT
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people grow up and change - holding grudges often ends up being more exhausting then anything

but it hurts when you can't resolve the past and get denied at every turn. you're trying to be a better person, but the other party doesn't want to hear a word of it. and most of the time, you just gotta deal with that lack of resolution and it sucks.

on the other hand, this bitch pulled on my pigtails when I was six and I still haven't forgiven her the monkey sniffing mushroom head