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I'm going to change, one step at a time, even if you won't forgive me
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[attr="class","ultranumb"]Clutching the knife, she feels the warm splatter of blood hit her chin. But that cannot stop. It will not stop her. There was no choice other then to continue forward, even as the thump of the body before her sends a chill in her heart. Her green gaze focuses on the path in front of her, easily stepping over it.
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She can't look around her. She knows that if she does, her carefully placed mask will shatter. She will start to feel, and most importantly, she will falter. There was too much on the line for her to do so. Too many lives lost for her to get here. Too many friends hurt because of this journey. If there's one thing that she had to ensure, was that it was not all for naught. And she knew, to the very marrow in her bones, that if she stopped and looked, that's exactly what would happen. This place was twisted, insidious enough like that.
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"I have to hurry." she mutters to herself, the sound of her own voice comforting.
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Madness was going to creep up on her soul. In fact, it had already started to gnaw, to bite and try to tear. This entire place was something of a nightmare. But her journey led her through here, and she already knew her reasons for determination. And she also knew that those wanting to stop her had to here, of all places. They had their best chances here. So it didn't come as a surprise, when she heard the scuttling of legs in the dark. The hungry howls, and the almost angry chittering. "More are coming." she tells herself, using it to motivate herself to keep going. She wasn't going to give in, and they knew it.
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They would have to kill her before she ever thought of surrender.


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[attr="class","numbdl"]the show has just begun

[attr="class","numbly"]violated, so degraded, dominated by all you hated, this will make you ultranumb. reality's a plague, we're the medication. don't pretend you're better then this, can't hide who you really are. so step right up and see, we are everything you wanted. say you love it, say you hate it, malevolence goes both ways, you want it all right now!

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I'm going to change, one step at a time, even if you won't forgive me
talking about it made me feel a little bit better, despite the fact that I have to watch it each day.

sometimes I wanna say something, but I know it won't matter so I don't. doesn't make it any less hurtful really.