I'm finally coming back

little by little

posts coming out

sanity being restored

slowly but s u r e l y

four

the fact that I can somehow hold on longer to LDRs than actual, within-your-range relationships?

Like wuh? HOW?

I'm very thankful for the Cloud to my Tifa. :'D

Ven, Ven, Ven.

- parents are there to really dampen your expectations on life, boy I got a rude wake-up call when everything wasn't all sunshine and flowers
- it's alright to be insecure about things. Ven, seriously
- it's pefectly fine to cry. WHY.
- learn how to take rejection like a grown man, Ven, you're not a kid anymore.
- someone pls teach me to stop eating I'm doing it again, pls stop stress-eating Ven WHY.

it helped get my FF: Type-0 muse back. YAY

I went by another name

Ven just... happened, and this was BEFORE KH: BbS was a thing. Although I find it funny because out of the BbS gang it's Ventus I can relate to the most so... it kinda fit?

Even if I'm more of a Terra than a Ventus :joy:

still can't fukken find the Bantam Classics Inferno

I already have the Purgatorio and Paradiso

WHERE IS THE LIE, VEN

who knew I was suffering from writer's depression? How ironic

Luckily an alarm bell went off so that lit my writing fire again. And that in turn made my boyfriend happy.

god why does my room feel like an oven?!

first salary and what do I get:

the Bantam Classics version of Dante's Purgatorio. Yes, the one with the OG Italian text on the left side of the pages.

Actually I wanted Inferno but they don't have Inferno in stock, wtaf, so how'm I supposed to read THIS without the PREQUEL? OTL

okay Ven how sure are you you'll be able to keep ALL of this? *cue the laugh track*

- stay at my current job, sweat it out and hopefully gun for a promotion down the line? AHAHAHAHAHA

- SAVE. TRAVEL. MONEY. (girl your damned trip to Canada to visit your boyfran ain't gonna pay for itself)

- keep writing. Finish that Nanowrimo '18 thing you started. And fix the '17 one!

- learn how to code? So I can try to make pretty templates and jank too? Like. HELP?

- SAVE. GAMING. MONEY! (different from the travel goals, this is for me to get better jank so I can catch up on the Switch and shit)

hello darkness my old friend

- helpful memberbase who can cover staff-related questions when I'm away (honestly the one bane of living in Asia but all your members are scattered around the world is the TIME AREAS, I swear)

- posting! for! everyone! *insert Oprah bee gif here*

- when they like the site changes you implemented (that you spent weeks, nay, MONTHS orking on with blood / sweat / tears / screaming at the RNG)