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last night, i dreamt about being in a city with flying churches. they were long as limosenes, and beneath every single one there was like this ... neon-purple platform helping them to snake thru skyscrapers/drift thru the sky.

i also remember this corrupt priest who ran one of these churches (white suit, gold cross, rain boots?) who would cry about the witches wanting to curse him, and that's why he praised god

+ here's stuff from my dream diary...


- me & something (i don't know/remember what it was) went to this zoo/museum place & looked at an unnamed relic: this gross pit full of huge teeth (?) at the bottom, and these teeth were painted with a reflective material. the walls of the pit were smooth dirt or stone & i thought it absolutely was for torture.

- i was sitting in the middle of this forest i (probably?) played in as a kid on the edge of a fountain (or a shallow well?) with an old lady. i faintly remembered her from somewhere. whenever i glanced back into the water her reflection was way younger, with bright red hair. can't recall what else happened here

- in another dream i was a fire elemental stuck in the desert, it was getting late and i was tired. my footsteps caused the sand to go up in purple flames.

- I was in this modern styled apartment, but I think it was actually a dorm since it was so massive; it was for a debate team, I think, and it was shades of dark blue, with metallic walls and a lush blue carpet. There were drapes over some of the entrances. I remember like, 7 beautiful girls in there with me, and I guess they were on my team. Can't remember much else sadly but I woke up feeling so satisfied.
last edit on Aug 13, 2020 17:50:26 GMT by cae
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i wasn't expecting GoT to be well written/enjoyable (it being extremely...Popular had me kind of skeptical lolol) but holy shit the book is so good? i love jon & edd & cat so MUCH
last edit on Aug 1, 2020 3:04:56 GMT by cae
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rereading crush (richard siken) & crying bc he writes stuff like this:

- But the minutes don't stop. The prayer of going nowhere going nowhere

- You wanted happiness, I can't blame you for that, and maybe a mouth sounds idiotic when it blathers on about joy but tell me you love this, tell me you're not miserable.



- I've been in your body, baby, and it was paradise. I've been in your body and it was a carnival ride.

- They want you to love the whole damn world but you won't, you want it all narrowed down to one fleshy man in the bath,
who knows what to do with his body, with his hands

- You could drown in those eyes, I said, so it's summer, so it's suicide, so we're helpless in sleep and struggling at the bottom of the pool.


last edit on Jul 24, 2020 3:34:04 GMT by cae
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maybe site plots/events would move quicker & happen more frequently if players (non staff) could run them.
i'm stealing this from elsewhere, but their goals for the thread (and how this thread would impact the site itself) could be discussed with the staff team ahead of time? just a thot
last edit on Jul 22, 2020 18:12:27 GMT by cae
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dark fantasy 
with dragons, and sleeping eldritch gods 
chara customization/power creation/etc. is relatively open...you don't need to sequester your character in some weird class system 
last edit on Jul 16, 2020 5:18:00 GMT by cae
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everyday i break a little further, and seriously consider joining a rl fc site
-whispers- dooooo ittttt
tempted . . .
but seeing someone's actual face wigs me out too much
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i took a few months break from forums to play around on real time platforms (discord & esshar) & it feels wild now, because i've gotten spoiled on receiving replies back in like . . . 6 - 10 minutes

that being said knowing i don't have 2 reply to someone on jcink/proboards/etc. within . . . 6 minutes is . . . relieving lmao
last edit on Jun 10, 2020 18:57:45 GMT by cae
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Well...shit.

All she could say dies on her tongue--is swallowed down, is kept mute, is far too insensitive to deserve her voice. Piper draws her arms 'round herself and becomes very interested in a nearby pile of rubble.