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Post a Random Thought written Feb 23, 2022 15:13:52 GMT
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Feb 23, 2022 5:12:42 GMT said:
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Feb 23, 2022 3:59:43 GMT said:
excuse me! the term is

SEEK OUT ALL POKEMON!
The [technical] description of what I am doing is yeeting pokeballs at alphas and screaming when they break out and attempt homicide. 

B O N K
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Coding Confessions written Jan 30, 2022 12:37:48 GMT
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i love serif fonts but every single time i try to use them i look at what i've made and go ugly


ppl who can pull them off are powerful and not 2 be messed with
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#ishipit written Jan 28, 2022 14:55:40 GMT
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at heart, im basic and i love shipping. give me the goods. most recent ships i've been sighing at:

  • mysterious woman & elktaur, centaurworld
  • viktor / jayce / mel, arcane
  • ysayle / estinien, ffxiv
  • estinien / aymeric, ffxiv
  • horchata / wol, ffxiv
  • luz / amity, the owl house

i don't have a lot of.... preferences. is it cute?? is it interesting?? great sign me up.

one specific dynamic i have a big soft spot for is like -- younger characters having strong emotional bonds and awkwardly fumbling through life together and being super close. it's just really endearing and heartwarming to watch or read.

im also weak for enemies-to-lovers (when it makes sense) and flat out hateships.

and like. tragedy. depressing ends to a ship that ruin my day and haunt me?? heck yea
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Post a Random Thought written Jan 26, 2022 15:27:28 GMT
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sometimes i just want a new alias b/c it's like having a new house and i get 2 have this relief of moving on from all the unwanted things while deciding who gets to party at my new place.

on the other hand it's hard 2 change names when you've had one for so long and so every other name u try never seems to Fit Right.

(speaking of i should probably change my display name to dismay but like...... i am also fossa. this is my pp me.)
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Coding Confessions written Jan 24, 2022 1:43:41 GMT
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Jan 23, 2022 21:22:35 GMT said:
(flex gang flex gang)

everything i code feels like it looks derivative and clunky. i wish i knew how to not feel this way.
honestly i still feel this way all the time with stuff i code and it gets worse when im looking at other people's designs and going ugh why can't i do that but.... i've kinda found that having friends who will both praise and critique my stuff helps me feel more confident in it? i always appreciate critiques (no matter how small) b/c they help make the positive stuff feel that much more genuine u know?

my other solution?? yell at your brain. ur brain is stupid and it deserves to know that. look at your codes and when your brain is like THIS ISN'T GOOD ENOUGH / THIS ISN'T WHAT I WANT / F U G L Y then go: who cares it's mine i made it and that's ENOUGH.

(also sometimes stepping away from things you make for a bit and coming back helps you be like oh i do like this!)

THERE'S also nothing wrong w/ your stuff reminding you of other people's. design is so heavily trend based that certain things are always going to draw on a lot of similarities and that's okay!! it's a lot harder to figure out your own style when you're not utilizing the things other people do, yknow??

(and also also ur stuff is super lovely and so clean looking -- clunky is not a word i would ever think 2 use for it. )
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Post a Random Thought written Jan 16, 2022 18:10:42 GMT
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Jan 16, 2022 9:36:00 GMT said:
fantasy life online has consumed my life and i blame
the ds game had me in a chokehold for so long, i had to delete the online one from my phone or else........

but i'm tempted every day

pls...... i need people 2 do event grinds with!!!! join us!!!