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ESPRIT written Feb 4, 2024 14:09:57 GMT
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One more bump as there are still a few people we've been unable to reach out to, please ensure you have privacy settings to allow for direct messages from non-friends or individuals that don't share a server with you - we're hoping this is the cause, since we've been successful in contacting some but not others. Alternatively you can message me here for an invite link!

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ESPRIT written Jan 31, 2024 16:10:10 GMT
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Hello again! Staff is currently in the process of reaching out on discord, however we have had some difficulty contacting a few people due to being unable to search their usernames. We're assuming this is probably on our end, but if you filled out our interest form and were not contacted before this post was made, please DM me here with your discord username so staff can send you the invite link!
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ESPRIT written Jan 5, 2024 23:56:28 GMT
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Esprit is an upcoming high-fantasy roleplay with inspiration taken from dungeons and dragons. Our community is semi-private, with the hope of focusing on fostering a small but tight-knit community that values honesty, communication, and enjoying the process of writing. Magic, political intrigue, in-character events, and the watchful gaze of the gods are all aspects we hope to explore. You can find our interest check here. Staff will be approaching interested users by the end of January!
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Post a Random Thought written Oct 12, 2020 23:35:30 GMT
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'the pandemic isn't over just because you're over it' 100% but also i am over the pandemic not being over just because i'm over it. i want my friends mentally well again and to feel emotions once more please and thank.
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the doctor is in written Sept 23, 2020 23:28:46 GMT
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at some point i may code a proper gallery template but for now... the minimalist approach will do

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Post a Random Thought written Apr 20, 2020 2:14:47 GMT
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if i'm being perfectly honest i really haven't felt wanted or even liked by my friends lately, save for one. no one has been talking to me, or has been talking around me, the actions of one friend caused me to suffer a severe breakdown earlier this week to a point where i was literally scared of myself and what i might do as a reaction to my emotions, and it really just feels like everyone's trying to avoid me or leave me out of things on purpose as some form of punishment. logically? i know that isn't true. i know it's all in my head. but that's the problem. my head isn't something i can escape from. and couple that with the fact that all week i've been off work due to ongoing world events and all i've had is time time time to ruminate and doubt and slip deeper into self-loathing.

i'm reaching a point where i don't feel heard and i don't feel acknowledged. i know i'm going to split again. and my brain is telling me to just ruin everything i've got before that happens so that i can't be hurt again in the future when the people who claim to 'care' about me abandon me.

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Post a Random Thought written Apr 1, 2020 23:00:11 GMT
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i know everyone that cares about me is totally okay with me taking time off roleplay & writing to care for myself, but i still kind of just want to cry over the loss of my energy and creativity and desire. it's been over a month since i started this full-time job and while i appreciate having the steady income, i just feel like my life isn't my own anymore.