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CALL ME PSYCHE
DISPLAY NAME spook
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other names
aurai.
pronouns
they/them.
age
twenty-two.
zodiac
leo sun/taurus moon.
alignment
chaotic neutral.
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positives nerd, quiet (aka wallflower), observant, nice(ish), book smart[break]
negatives sarcastic, tenacious, procrastinator, dumb, melancholy
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who were the last five people you spoke to?
rav⭑ ,
k̾u̾r̾a̾ 💩 ,
valka , a friend of mine, ravyn's family (+ my parents)
L O L i have very few friends.[break][break][break]
what's something you think is horribly underappreciated?
frankly, i think mental health is underappreciated as a whole. there's stigma to admitting to needing help and in receiving help. i spent my entire college career learning about psychology, about relationships and their effect on people, about how an environment shapes someone, and so on, and it's heartbreaking to realize that people face problems on their own because they don't feel accepted when they search for professional assistance. i'm a social worker. the mental health, physical health, and overall wellbeing of my clients means everything to me, though they don't want to talk to me, don't think it's necessary to communicate their problems with others. there's a barrier in providing services because people don't want to be attached to "mental health," to "counseling." it breaks my heart, especially as someone that's had their own struggles with mental health.[break][break][break]
do you believe in love at first sight?
honestly, i don't. either i'm too jaded or too realistic to believe in instant connection via sight, but i think you can develop a foundation from one heartfelt conversation, from one moment of truly being yourself with someone else and having them reciprocate. relationships take effort. love requires a degree of self-awareness, self-investment, sacrifice, and commitment. people get too hung up on romantic loves and idealized partners, and i just want platonic friendships that stretch across years instead of days. for me, love at first sight means you're not willing to try, not willing to commit. i think my mentality is why i have only a handful of close friends and don't interact much in group settings, as you miss out on the true connection due to being bombarded by everything and everyone else.[break][break][break]
you get to hang out with one person - real, fictional, alive, dead - for the day. who do you spend it with, and what do you do?
rav⭑ . i moved in next door to her approximately a month ago, and my favorite thing is just to be at one of our apartments and do nothing other than work on rp, chat, and watch bad youtube videos/movies. moreover, i'm an avid hiker and adore being able to just go and walk around town or through the park with her.[break][break][break]
describe yourself using only five words.
visionary, organized, sappy, nostalgic, devoted
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