I write the same ocs, same plots, same everything. Lowkey feel kinda embarrassed for doing so,,, but c'est la vie.

I'm on my knees pls.....

I can't bring myself to write.... pls let me post once. It's been weeks.

Did you mean: all of them?

My luck is super bad in rpc where.... all my plots fall through some way or another. :' D

But some I was excited for that I can remember:

-- Adopted Pauper Spare turned Noblewoman discovers her origins and goes onto a self-discovery and acceptance arc despite being so obsessed with her Noble Identity prior. This dev pushes her into accepting her guard who was actually an Exiled Prince of the imperialist queen her country is under (who she had met prior and unintentionally charmed). She and the Prince were supposed to become revolutionaries, her turning into a Jeanne D'Arc type (and probably falling for said Prince) to free the people from a literal dictator.

-- Leader of a vampire clan discovers a black market for anti-vampire weapons. This leads her to unraveling a conspiracy under her nose of a city she thought she knew, and eventually I wanted this to become another revolution LOL. Or essentially a Civil Rights-esque movement for monsters after the anti-monster site events and factions that had happened. I also wanted to do a character study for said Leader since she's pretty much in a position of power after struggling to gain it for so long... only to find out she's still a victim to others' bigotry no matter how far she's come. This and paired to her self-destructive tendencies towards relationships was something I was interested in. I thought this was super cool too bc of that particular character's life & how she became a vampire. It's like she cycled around LOL.

-- I reused a similar plot above for a similar site but instead examined in-group dynamics (so vampires vs vampires) and the consequences of it butttt. Got kinda side-swept from my feet. :' D

'tis the rpc life ig.

Likewise one time I had my character nearly assassinated to get dev but aaaa threads kept dropping so I was just 🧍‍♀️ in trying to figure stuff out. It grew too stressful so it's kinda an unacknowledged event hcbfhfh.

-- I wanted to do a cult plotline but never could get interest.

-- Noblewoman betrays her country to avoid war!! She wasn't a major player but I was interested in expanding it. Site closed tho oop.

Relationships hard brrrrrrr

I hate how I can get better from an episode of feeling terrible but then QUICKLY decline back into feeling terrible bc of 1 small thing that sets me off. Truly cringe.

Alchemy Stars pls....

Same shit, different day

Waiting with bated breaths.... 👁👁

OK BUT SAME AND MISS U ON [redacted] XOXO 💕💕

Okay but frfr thank u bc dming ppl makes me overthink about how I come across LMAO

Why am I so awkward with interacting with people. Is this result of being isolated in childhood or just overthinking bc seriously---

Yes. No. Yes. No. Yes. No. Yes---

Be the change you want to see... SD, SD, sd-- //shot