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Post a Random Thought written Jul 19, 2022 8:11:23 GMT via mobile
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In my head I know building a career takes time. But after graduating my anxiety has spiked up so badly bc I don't have a direction nor skills for even basic internships. I feel like college was a waste of time and money tbh, bc it's like... not even considered valid experience for all these internships I'm looking at. What was the point of even going to university other than bc my family wanted me to if I can't even get a temp job lmao
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Sites You Want To See written Mar 26, 2022 5:20:16 GMT via mobile
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Feeling very nostalgic sooo vocaloid. just rping vocaloids in whatever setting. Very middle school to high school for me but man... it was nice.

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Mar 8, 2022 2:21:21 GMT said:


a high school setting full of rich, bratty teenagers. but they're all fantasy-esque creatures.



I would kill for this. Especially if it means I can play a gorgon
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Post a Random Thought written Feb 21, 2022 5:28:55 GMT via mobile
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I am. Very stressed waiting for an answer for something. Like to the point of feeling physically ill and tense, and I'm scared even when I get the answer nothing will work out the way I need it to. I need to graduate next quarter, just pls let me take the classes I need to do that. I have no more money to throw out for more time at school

God why :pepehands:
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Sites You Want To See written Jan 31, 2022 8:05:23 GMT via mobile
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I am here still asking for a vanitas no carte-inspired/bloodborne aesthetic site.

I've picked up a book about New Orleans vampires in the late 19th century and man... there's something about the Gothic + vampires and eldritch beings combined in a historical background that gets my brain going
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Jan 20, 2022 12:39:18 GMT said:

There is an old nursery rhyme that feels like an apt descriptor for the situation at hand: the boat is sinking.

”That isn’t love.”
It’s moving—

”You do not get to decide what I need or what needs to be done for me. Or for anyone.”
—as water rushes into the surface as she stands up—

”And I am not going to be held accountable for your own damn choices!”
—and we all drown.
lissen. if you're going to let me rip apart the "damsel in distress sunshine love interest is the prize who doesn't know about all the morally unethical actions her tortured tragic backstory LI does bc of love" trope that permeates fiction with my own bare hands i am going to do it



ON A SIMILAR VEIN I AM NOT OVER THIS AAAAAA

There's a lot of people that come to mind but Camille chokes out pleads and begs, "They'll kill me... Please, I don't want to die." Because the Society only values a few. (Any monster not for their benefit dies.) She knows this intimately well. She's made it happen so many times, for the sake of the Society, for humanity. There's something quite pitiful in how Camille realizes that it's all over for her. She's going to die. They'll kill her, Lucas is going to kill her-- She searches for anything that'll help, anything in desperate and saliva and tears and her nose runs in her sobs. Leviathan laughs at her display.

"I still love you..." is the murmur Camille utters last.

Natalie was one of his chosen ones too. If she dies, maybe they'll be reunited. Camille can't say she envies her sister's position. j̵e̵a̴l̴o̶u̶s̴y̶ ̷i̶s̴ ̴t̵h̶e̵ ̸t̶i̸e̶ ̵t̴h̸a̷t̴ ̷b̴i̸n̷d̵s̶,̶ ̵a̴n̴d̵ ̵b̶i̵n̴d̷s̴,̶ ̴a̴n̴d̸ ̸b̸i̶n̷d̵s̸.̸ Leviathan speaks with more clarity, and gives a final ache. She screams in terror.

A̶n̶d̴ ̶I̵ ̷b̶i̷n̸d̴ ̶m̵y̶s̵e̴l̴f̸ ̵t̷o̴ ̴y̴o̵u̶


(It's too late to beg.)


That is all, thank you.
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