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Miss Melonade ♥
Spring '21 Bingo Completionist
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I haven't felt confident in my graphics since I was young and had no concept of shame. On exceptionally rare occasions, I'll churn out stuff I actually kind of like. But when someone asks me to do graphics for them, partly because I really enjoy making them and partly because I have a hard time imagining anything I make is particularly desirable, it makes me feel all warm inside. ToT <3


Make me a graphic plz
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Honestly, having a coding buddy sounds fun! Let's scream about designs and inspo together. Spam each other WIPS and motivate each other to finish projects. I picked up coding again after almost two years and my aesthetic is so... rusty? I'm trying my best to redefine it.


This post just made me wanna remind everyone that is my favorite and I never would have gotten the courage to get back into coding, drawing, or anything creative really if it weren't for her and I love her so much. She's literally the most supportive person I've ever met ;;3;;
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Actually started my first day of exercise today! Soon all the cute girls will wanna smooch me.

If I can remember to keep up with it
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I feel hopeful for the future for the first time in a long while, but it is completely riding on someone else which has never worked out in my favor so I should probably just give up now.
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All of my friends being asexual/demisexual has really helped me grow to trust people again after my last trauma.

But I have no one to share lewd headcanons with D<
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Cut to me trying to cram heavy metal and acoustic sea shanties into the same character playlist and make it NOT sound super jarring between songs. *cries*
This is my formal request to smooch Mari
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Pathfinder is my favorite hobby

But I literally have a mental breakdown every time I finish a session

Trauma is dumb and needs to get over it 8|
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Miss Melonade ♥
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I need someone to sit down and play through all the Nancy Drew games with

But it's a niche interest that none of my friends have orz
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Platinum! Woo!~

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I don't want you to make me holy
I don't need you to make me clean
I'd rather swim in the dirty water
That makes me feel like me
I wanna swim in your dirty water
I wanna swim in your valley's sea
That I've seen behind your eyes
Every time I catch you looking at me
I found myself in your bloody veins
And the smoke that lives inside of me
In your holy water
That tastes like sin to me
I don't want you to save me from
The demons only you seem to see
But don't you dare take my pride away
And strip me of my sanity
I'm calling all of you out
I'm pulling all of you in
To the party of unnatural sin
And my imperfections scare you
I can see it in your eyes
Water
That burns my bastard mind
I can love
As good as one can love someone
In a perfect world as one
I will love myself
Before I will love you
In your holy water
That tastes like sin to me
I can love
As good as one can love someone
In a perfect world as one
I will love myself
Before I will love you

Miss Melonade


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Miss Melonade ♥
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when people send me things or buy something for me and are like "this made me think of you," that shit just gets me like [clenches chest] cause that's the purest shit, man.


This is my love language and will always bring me to tears.

Someone: This art/meme reminded me of you!
Me: -crying- You think of me??

last edit on Sept 11, 2021 23:36:49 GMT by Miss Melonade ♥
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Me: Man I really need the money and this is finally a work-from-home position I can do with my disability I really hope I get this job
Me: ...actually that sounds scary neverminded I hope they never contact me again
Me: ...but actually I could really use the mo-



Got rejected after the interview and it was a job that was known for "hiring anyone" so that super sucks. Especially cause I'm getting close to the point in debt where I can't afford bills.
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Miss Melonade ♥
Spring '21 Bingo Completionist
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I've Grown Tired of This Body, Cumbersome and Heavy
Me: Man I really need the money and this is finally a work-from-home position I can do with my disability I really hope I get this job
Me: ...actually that sounds scary neverminded I hope they never contact me again
Me: ...but actually I could really use the mo-
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Miss Melonade ♥
Spring '21 Bingo Completionist
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I've Grown Tired of This Body, Cumbersome and Heavy
Fridays trigger my depression really bad because it feels like everyone is out having a really good night and hanging out with people, and because my wife works nights I just... sit alone every Friday :/

Maybe I'm just in a bad mood today though

probably cause there's new pokemon cards and I can't afford to get any
last edit on Aug 28, 2021 1:07:19 GMT by Miss Melonade ♥
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Now she realises why all her icons looked a little fuzzy to her.
this is sorta unrelated but i really miss the whole icon hype we had back in the day where people would make and share them, offer to make them for others etc.

and I have an icon directory! (IT's also in my sig) and idk about her but I'm always up for requests!
last edit on Aug 16, 2021 1:03:12 GMT by Miss Melonade ♥