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all i have to add to the conversation is...

if you see someone behaving towards someone else in a way that you feel is not right (being 'toxic', bullying, etc.) - please step in and help defend them.

we want to call this a community but the fear of conflict or whatever is preventing people to help step up for others hurts more than it helps. like, yeah - no one wants to fight or add to the problem at hand. but i feel the community would be perceived as less 'toxic' and more supportive if we all kept an eye out for each other instead of watching people get torn down.

i'm not saying this happens as a common occurrence but it's just something i've experienced myself and i know other people have experienced it as well.

even with staff, if you see or hear about an issue between your members - don't wait until the last minute to address the issue, don't take sides (even if it's your friends involved), and try to mediate to the best of your ability. like my mom always said - there are always two sides and the truth / what really happened. but all sides are valid even if you don't want them to be.
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i would be really interested in a site like this. by far... it is my favorite mmorpg to date. while i'm head empty right now - i can throw in my opinion. <3

what kind of setting would this be

i think i can agree with everyone else in the way that even though i'd love to roleplay in the entirety of eorzea... it might be too large scale. if it is done in a way that isn't too overwhelming, it would be my dream.

i'd prefer non-canon ffxiv or a site heavily inspired by ffxiv (same concepts just an original world).

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to be able to use my in-game screenshots would be amazing. while i prefer illustrated face claims... if i did a roleplay like this, i'd want to use images of my characters.

for me, i prefer jcink over proboards. but i don't think it'd be make or break for me so long as the skin is user friendly.
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4:26


It blinks bright red in the dark, empty expanse of his room. Staring back into mismatched irises — both a warning and a reminder. Pupils constricted, the taste of chalk on his tongue, paste sticking to his throat. A blood stain dried on the pillow, down his nose on the curve of his lip, crusted to his cheek.

Every breath is euphoric, the body moves in slow motion. His thumb grazes over the slim, silver button of his cell. The blue is blinding with a photo of her face, now like a wanted poster rather than a frozen memory. He swipes it away, a sole tap:

Where are you? — sent at 4:17


No answer.

Another tally down on days he had stopped counting. The storm tries to build in his chest but can’t find the ocean. His eyelids weigh down in their defeat. Another day, they tell him. Just one more text, he replies:

I miss you. — sent at 4:28
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She calls him over, her glee still tickling at her words. He nods, trudging through the sand over to the shore. The cool water washes over his feet, causing his skin to prickle. His golden eyes stare at his mother in a languid wonder of all the fleeting questions he had for her.

"They're weak, that's why," he says, his tone softer than even the salty foam that bubbled at his feet. But there was little remorse in it.

When he looked at Hideyoshi, a thought crossed his mind in wonder if his younger brother would inherit what he had not. It made him want to hate the young child. Even his mother who had conceived him into this fate. But it never grips his heart as firmly as it did his disdain for himself.
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The words scraped at his insides with the claws of demons set deep in the recesses of his core. They tore his throat raw, causing his breath to catch in the moment he tried to inhale. Then with a bolt, she struck him down with each jab that followed. Being the size he was, having built himself up from nothing— it had been years since he had felt so small.