boy oh boy I thought I was busy a month ago but that was a lie.

I think I also had the same problem being on the spectrum myself, but I'm also getting better at managing my boundaries and being more open with it. Could I have stopped more misunderstandings, maybe - but considering misunderstandings are so commonplace even today over some things that just aren't straightforward sometimes, it's a learning experience even now really. I walked into a misunderstanding just recently and while everyone assures me that I didn't miss anything, I still have to wonder did I.

i'm a tired child, someone let me sink into the ballpit.

I hate that this showed up in the server I mod and I was immediately like, 'oh no'

hi, ahhh, what else can we do. Numbers + favorite season! You don't have to smash the two together though.

I want to help *so freaking bad* but I also have no idea what I'm doing. I feel like people really don't know what to really write for or do. Side note cause I'm staff and I can do what I want, would anyone be interested if I wrote a thread about what tutorials people could want in the community would be and people could take that up to write about it or something? I mean I don't mind making this a little event/forum what have you, that could not only get more than one tutorial, but one I could also pin at the top and add to as time goes on and we get more resources - with explanations. We could also link outside to fizzyelf and jcodes and stuff, though I would like the main stuff to happen here- and just link out to those resources?

I see a lot of the time there's 'no jcink option' when I have tried over and over again to create one and people aren't able to fund or do them with me, and stuff like that. Even though there's no jcink option, there's a reason there has never been a lasting jcink option. I feel like we're mushrooms and until there's fertile land to grow into one's self, it just won't happen. I do have a skin/concept I could one day actually put up for grabs/help with but I need to actually know people want to join it before I spend 900 hours on a board mod I will never use because I don't hate myself that much, thanks.

guess who almost died again~ if you guessed me you're riiiiight.

I think one of the issues with light/dark skins is cause people think it's an attack on something they purchased or made. I don't think it's wrong to want a toggle - however for a lot of admins they aren't coders. They think it's super hard to do a toggle therefore some get defensive about it. I can't do light skins for long - so I offer where I go to code it myself. I think if there was more of a DIY type of situation for it (such as teaching people here, I'm bad at teaching through threads though) people would feel more comfortable. There are accessibility tools out there (I have a lot installed on my own browser for my lizard brain and eyes) - it's something I see in RL skins a lot and I think should move to animanga more often.

To be honest, the less people code, the more the either want something completely off the wall or fear changing a single variable. There is no inbetween and that's why people just thrust coders into positions. I think graphic/coding admins need to make a comeback tho.

can my body go out to events or live life without utterly dying and splitting me open. I would be so very grateful, lol. Currently fighting my body, my doc, and my work and instead of hands I'm going to chase them down with a drone that's equipped with a diamond foam minecraft ax. I just want cute posts.

I'm finding these combinations fascinating. Let's try number + your favorite food or some food you like!