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rp is supposed to be fun, remember
I can talk about this but I took a lot of breaks from RP. I never once thought I would come back to it when I did it though, I just left my sites completely and said "It''s okay, I am not feeling it and I don't know when or if I ever will". Like, nothing caught my interest and I was just not really into the whole drama or writing aspect, didn't really feel like I could produce the high quality stuff I used to again and life was extremely hectic with my dissertation.
But, after like nearly two years, I did come back to it. I joined a site on a whim and ended up with such a craving. Easily one of my favourite places to write in right now, and I love the friends I've made and plots we've established, but I don't think I could do that if I hadn't taken that break, thinking it was retirement for good.
Even if you don't come back though... it's okay. A lot of my friends never came back into but ended up finding that gap with different hobbies and interests or they chose to try to publish novels than rp, but that's okay too. Whatever makes you happy is what you should aim for in my opinion.
That said, I am also a "quality first" sort of RP'er and I started like, 13 years ago. I love to write beautiful posts and also challenge myself but the way I keep up with the community is finding one or two people and exchanging ideas, threads, prompts, music etc to keep it relevant. It then spreads onto others as they hear about your characters/your friendship and all. That said, I get it can be hard, but if there's nything you were looking forward to, maybe that could be it?
I also love to read fiction before I start writing or plotting so that I can get inspired and have an urge to write myself. I think my prose is stronger than before because I have a bigger interest in it, despite the age factor, but I really squeeze reading during my commute, exchange small ideas when I'm at work or sak people for a fast paced thread where we don't care about quality but post every day to loosen up our writing and furthur the plot. Because things happening can be interesting sometimes.
But again, I think it's okay if it doesn't work out either. Maybe RP doesn't have a place in your life right now, maybe it will again in an indefinite future, maybe it will remain as a past or private thing for you. None of those are bad in my opinion and if you need time to figure it out, that's that. As Clear said, it will help you find what you like out of RP. Is it the writing? The challenge? The people? What draws you back in it?
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last edit on Jun 20, 2021 18:22:01 GMT by flare
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