aliasCel, Nightlock
pronounsShe/They
820written posts
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CEL
Part of the Furniture
i don't get angry when i'm pissed; i'm the eternal optimist.
+ finish more character arcs. ive managed to complete a couple by the end of this year, which i'm hella proud of, and have opened up the stage for at least two i'd really really want to see through and/or complete next year because the sheer daydream haze of their point a/present vs point b/endgame makes me very emo, so definitely complete more arcs.
+ talk with more people. my npc energy and inconsistent social battery tends to be the death of me more often than not, and gives me a long backlog of dms. i wanna be better about that, esp since i have an open door "you can hit me up re anything whenever" policy. so i rlly wanna improve there.
+ complete more threads. i always say i'll do this, but i feel like i get worse at that every year LMAO. i think maybe doing a number goal here would be rlly helpful so i'll take smth out of asu's book and say complete 50 (non-solo) threads by the end of next year.
+ involve more people in bigger plots. i like to believe i'm good at this as is, thanks to dm brain and a personal tendency to just enjoy connecting everything and anything together + have been told as much by several other people, but i do love seeing big plots come together and people having their time to shine in the spotlight. so i want to do this more. mcu endgame climaxes lets go.
+ do thread caps. anyone who knows me personally will know i'm stupidly ambitious with a tendency to overextend and consistently push beyond my limits out of spite and for the sake of making things happen. it's gotten me rlly far in both rp and in life, but i rlly do need to start easing up on myself, and learn to say no or cut more often. started doing this a lot more for my sake later this year and it's genuinely been rlly helpful, so i'd like to continue that.
+ ship with more people! started taking strides in this late this year, and i'd love to continue that energy moving forward. some of the ships/near ships rlly close to my heart have been those with people i'm not major rp partners with, which i think is a good sign to try that out more now.
+ read more books. another one of those "i say i'll do every year and somehow get worse each year" but this time i think i've kicked my reading slump a fair amount to confidently make this a goal. i'll make it quantifiable too and say 30 books by end of next year?
+ not feed my own personal insecurities on my work, characters, writing, and rp ability by telling the sad tortured artist impostor syndrome brainworm at the back of my head to shut up and enjoy the ride. enough said. i've gotten WAY better at this this year than i have in previous years, and generally reached the point of my life & work where i can say i'm damn happy about the work i put out but it still crops up every once in a blue moon and gives me massive slumps, so i'm beating that baby back with a stick.
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last edit on Dec 12, 2023 5:07:10 GMT by CEL
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