its friday. time to be an adult.

same...

i really used to try to push the envelope but it's why i retired for the most part or only do private rp with groups i trust. just have too much muse to write terrible people / scenarios after all the crime media i consume and the psych exploration i want to do.

but rly the heavy judgement / drama received is too much to take for a hobby imo.

the solutions i've really come up with is to either just write it solo or in private. alternatively, make your own site / space but that's a lot of responsibility. :joy:

I stayed up too late last night drawing my own site graphics and I’m still not done 😔 May commission a pal to draw a banner for me if I have the spare cash

oh sorry i blacked out. hey when did that finished app get there?

A little flustered because I have a week off work coming up and wishing my site could be done and open so I won't be so bored haha.

nomansskyupdate. goodbyeworld. hellouniverse.

I need my job to pay bills I need my job to pay bills I need my job to pay bills 😞

From my books surcease of sorrow—sorrow for the lost Lenore—
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore—
Nameless here for evermore.

DONT STEAL FROM GHOSTS

Art (derogatory)

the song ticks and leeches makes me feel boneless.

And the silken, sad, uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me—filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating


“’Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door—
Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door;—
This it is and nothing more.”

I finally do some writing and get immediately reminded how I have a character I really want to have threads for, buuuut no threads so to speak. ;D Much sad, maybe one day.