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Post a Random Thought written Nov 18, 2023 22:56:33 GMT
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if i had a nickel for every time someone used my legal surname (which is a rare diminutive of another surname) i'd have two nickels. which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice right?
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Post a Random Thought written Nov 19, 2023 0:39:45 GMT
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i was writing a random thought but my random thought got distracted by the void under this thread (check the scrollbar)




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Post a Random Thought written Nov 19, 2023 14:11:23 GMT via mobile
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Sleeping on purpose tonight instead of “taking a nap” and waking up at 2am


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Post a Random Thought written Nov 19, 2023 17:43:16 GMT
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Nov 19, 2023 17:31:46 GMT said:
Been getting major "I'm the side character in a world made for the main characters" vibes lately. 

I hate it.
sending gentle hugs your way!! i know i'm just a stranger but i genuinely hope you feel better. i'm here for you and rooting for you!!
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Post a Random Thought written Nov 19, 2023 20:20:51 GMT via mobile
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Nov 19, 2023 17:31:46 GMT said:
Been getting major "I'm the side character in a world made for the main characters" vibes lately. 

I hate it.

!!!!! This!! I could never put it into words before so I stuck with “I feel like I’m someone’s younger sibling that their older sibling’s mother forced to take me along to hang out with their friends and no one really wants me here and they try to pretend they don’t hate me but they’re doing a really awful job”. It’s a genuinely horrible feeling honestly. Dealing with it rn 😔
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Post a Random Thought written Nov 19, 2023 20:47:30 GMT
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Nov 19, 2023 17:43:16 GMT said:
sending gentle hugs your way!! i know i'm just a stranger but i genuinely hope you feel better. i'm here for you and rooting for you!!
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Nov 19, 2023 20:20:51 GMT said:
!!!!! This!! I could never put it into words before so I stuck with “I feel like I’m someone’s younger sibling that their older sibling’s mother forced to take me along to hang out with their friends and no one really wants me here and they try to pretend they don’t hate me but they’re doing a really awful job”. It’s a genuinely horrible feeling honestly. Dealing with it rn 😔
Thank you both. *hugs* It's definitely something I know will go away but feeling like the third-wheel just sucks. And it feels like it's flipping between either being IRL or with my hobbies. Uugggh... Only thing helping is I have some good friends (and a husband) that are here for me and I know I'm loved. But mentally, brain just doesn't want to accept it. 

As someone that's normally the rock for people, I just need to tell myself I can rely on people too and don't always need to be in that position...
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Post a Random Thought written Nov 19, 2023 23:19:58 GMT via mobile
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I only see my senior dog raise his tail up if he has a poopsie coming. He already poosied at 3am so when i saw him raise his tail again this mornin i thought he was very happy just to see me

He poopsied


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