i have the distinct pleasure of teaching myself how to build a GUI with java (spoiler: it's not a pleasure) so that i can finish my object-oriented programming course from last semester with an A. the professor was kind enough to grant me an "incomplete" grade pending the completion of this project by june. it's not a good time, though. java is a messy language and this interface stuff is even messier. BUT i will do my best 😤

Well fuck me i guess. -shrugs-

Woke up still feeling sick. Ugh

I love that certain songs can give me energy. I should almost play these when I feel sleepy, but have to wait until bedtime.

My room is mostly clean and smells pretty good. I love whatever this candle is.

what a hassle, cooking

The server gave me the wrong meal. I felt so bad having it sent back but I could have sworn I said something else and even my family said that I had, sooooo I'm scratching my head with confusion on how I managed too get the wrong order in the first place. I think from now on, I should request too hear the order back too ensure that they won't have too swap it out later because I still feel so bad even though I could have sworn I told them my order as I recall and my family heard.

Trying too catch up on my show is hard when family keeps interrupting me. I swear it is a race too see who is farther along.

I wish I could be many. There are so many crazy awesome people in this world that I want to know and support. But there's just one of me and a limited amount of time and so I can never do as much as I want to. It sucks but I'm still happy for those I have met.

It's too morning for this early.

With the amount of things that happened last night, I really wish I could go back to bed. x.x

-would totally be up for being in a car for 22 hours again-