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i don't get angry when i'm pissed; i'm the eternal optimist.
suburbs/city girl from the philippines for,,,, pretty much all of my life, frankly. if you want a solid map marker, i'd definitely recommend asking anyone who isn't me because me and directional geography don't mix at all wheeze. VERY urban are as a whole, but not the most modernist / "citylike" of all the options you'd find in the country. solid in between of "city full of malls, commute stops, and poor air quality wherever you go" and "very chill cul-de-sac homely suburb village with its own grocery store, several mini local businesses, what have you". explains a lot tbh.

been to a bunch of places around the world, all as a tourist—japan, hong kong, thailand, indonesia, the good ol' US of A, england, france, so on—but never properly "lived" in any of those places if that makes sense? i ALMOST got a chance to study in the czech republic for a term abroad in uni, but then 2020 happened, so any plans for that went out the window.

buuuuut ask me this question again in around 4-5 years or so and i guarantee you my answer will be rlly heckin' different for Reasons(TM) that can best be summated to "2020 onwards has just been a wild set of years"



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all i have left to do for thesis is write my conclusion, fix my bibliography, and edit. submission is the 29th. oh my god i'm so close. i want to Cry.

update: conclusion is DONE, i can edit and do citations in 1-2 days max. oh my god its nearly over



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i don't get angry when i'm pissed; i'm the eternal optimist.
all i have left to do for thesis is write my conclusion, fix my bibliography, and edit. submission is the 29th. oh my god i'm so close. i want to Cry.



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im rlly proud of this one knowing its in the pov of a dude slated to die in like 3-5 threads from this point LOL

In the greater picture of things, everything Val Garnier talks about is... miniscule, in truth. A first relationship is never easy, and people are hardly ever well-adjusted enough for their baggage not to surface. High school sweethearts tend to break up by college, marriages formed in less than a year or two end in divorce, the world always changes. So does people.

But Damien has always believed in the impossible: that to try means something in itself. The mere efforts one gives doesn't have to be perfect, or even everything. It's all in the motion—the attempt, the very act to jump knowing you're more likely to fall. ( He's certain he'd told Magdalena about his philosophy at least five times, in every date she worried, and in every date he didn't. )

Loving another person isn't so different from believing in a cause, really.



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if i need to grovel in front of my prof's office to get an extension on the maximum wordcount of my thesis, im legit gonna do it im desperate at this point



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i don't get angry when i'm pissed; i'm the eternal optimist.
why is the universe determined to make sure i have literally no good week bc of some new unforeseen stressful and concerning circumstance. im tired.



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i don't get angry when i'm pissed; i'm the eternal optimist.
maybe im just coming out of the high of a vn i just read — but a rich university (or even a high school? or a small town?) full of secrets, scandal, and mystery (nothing paranormal, just gritty) would be chill. i wanna be a teen/young adult detective investigating the homecoming queen’s murder.
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Something set in the Cyberpunk universe. Just finished watching Edgerunners and I just want to make a netrunner who calls people choom. lol

if you’re in any way comfortable with tabletops and can find a group, the cyberpunk red tabletop is honestly a ton of fun! the character creation is super extensive and the vibes are a good time. it used to be me and my trpg friends’ main campaign game until we got hooked on witcher and our plot and characters there. and if you’re considering checking out cpr, feel free to dm me and i can lend a pdf copy of some resources <3

otherwise (2) on a cpr site. im stupid attached to my media pc and would love to write him.



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i don't get angry when i'm pissed; i'm the eternal optimist.
as exciting as it is to plan out a hangout with some close rl friends i havent seen in person in a long while, its honestly super depressing realizing that this is likely the last time most of us will see each other in person again due to relocations and movings in the next few months



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