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i don't get angry when i'm pissed; i'm the eternal optimist.
i think my biggest character development point is learning to both 1) allow myself to go ham on ideas and creative projects and spiral on it while 2) practically restraining myself from making too many promises on said things for the sake of my longterm energy

essentially subscribing to a philosophy of "this is fun and i enjoy it so ill enjoy it as much as i can now, and if in the future i have the energy to see it through ill see it through" bc damn its kinda more freeing than i expected tbh



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i don't get angry when i'm pissed; i'm the eternal optimist.
currently in a bad writer's block but this was from my last post last night and idk i rlly like the imagery of "immortal pondering the humanities" in general

He's been here enough to see a hundred different artists come and gone, genres lost and revitalized over time, and in the end of it, music still always found a way to persevere. Whatever way, shape, or form.

Alfie Santoro has always found himself to be a non-believer and a cynic, but if there's anything he'd say he might believe in, it is this.

One way or another, humanity might likely go dancing and singing, all until the edge of the world.




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i don't get angry when i'm pissed; i'm the eternal optimist.
as psyched as i am for this internship bc ! established company ! has international clients all around the world ! the department i'm in are full of ppl w/ similar nerd vibes as me ! rlly chill supervisors ! it pays more than a standard internship allowance !

it's also been 3 days of onboarding lectures about processes and guidelines and i just want to do something please my brain is mush and i'm so bored aaaaaaa



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heavy science fiction set on a backdrop of space / multiple planets. focus on conflict between civilizations / planets. would incorporate multiple genres of science fiction depending on the culture of each planet (some may be more advanced / less advanced than others). humanity / earth greed as the primary villain, playable other races as well.

hi. i will love u forever and offer to help if this kicks off that is all.



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i don't get angry when i'm pissed; i'm the eternal optimist.
a high fantasy site but, like, instead of feudalism or theocracy being the main form of governance it's capitalism.

idk i think that there's a certain association of high/medi/historical fantasy = feudalism/theocracy/etc. while cyberpunk/sci-fi = capitalism so i think itd be rlly cool to have smth different

yeah this is basically ketterdam from the grishaverse but still



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reached a new level of insane trying to get 100% on yoimiya’s theme on pro mode in the new genshin osu event
the number 99.40% haunts me every waking moment
forgot to update this two days ago but since it happened again today: started from the bottom now we're here i GUESS





i think ive ascended to a new plane tbh
last edit on Jun 16, 2022 16:47:09 GMT by CEL



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i would like kumiho cookie or cherry blossom cookie, pls and thanks cookie run kingdom
you will GET kumiho cookie and cherry blossom cookie. im manifesting it for u



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i don't get angry when i'm pissed; i'm the eternal optimist.
reached a new level of insane trying to get 100% on yoimiya’s theme on pro mode in the new genshin osu event
the number 99.40% haunts me every waking moment



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i don't get angry when i'm pissed; i'm the eternal optimist.
hi i've been debating this for so long fjdshfjds. but let's go ! i'd like to purchase the following: 

custom profile gradient ($100) — #02155e to #8a091b (feel free to edit for the sake of legibility/general accessibility, though!)

thank you!



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i don't get angry when i'm pissed; i'm the eternal optimist.
a single moving setting fantasy site. like, i'm talking a fantasy where you ++ who knows how many characters live / exist in a single major space (i.e. a huge hotel/labyrinth/submarine/monorail/space station with who knows how many rooms inside). the outside world is irrelevant. i think it'd be rlly Neat to make a setting that "comes alive" by sheer virtue of just being in a single creative space.

i also may or may not be nostalgic for a gentleman in moscow



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