i'm once again on a warrior cat multi-animator project binge watch for the past few days and this one comment on one of the videos encapsulates the mood of all millenials who grew up with warrior cats and are probably still into it, a little bit:

" I am a whole ass adult still crying over these damn cats "

gosh i wanna rp warrior cats again so darn bad!!!! but i'm barely active enough with writing in order to rp let alone try to admin a site again. so i'm going to do what i always love to do and that is think about and plan a whole hecking site (plot, mechanics, rules, ways to make it beginner friendly as well as adhd friendly) in my head but never actually do anything about it. ever.

ps. this is one of the multi-animator projects i was listening to on loop all day long. and singing to.
and crying to.

02. Bad Reputation

that time in a dnd campaign my werewolf hataro got outted for being a werewolf so they shapeshifted and ran away through a city in a blind panic until the party's dragon found and captured them and brought them home. usually the whole werewolf ordeal is pretty self explanatory for 'bad reputation' tho right? XD

20. Fireside

one of many evenings playing the Never Have I Ever drinking game with the party, maybe while huddled around a campfire. featuring Miss Melonade ♥ 's and pharaoh leap 's pathfinder characters, na (middle) and junko (right)! eunika is pouting again and it's either because she dislikes alchohol or because she's asking herself why she has a crush on na -

08. Wild

wild -> into the wild -> warrior cats -> here's my windclan warrior cat oc swiftspirit catching a mouse on the moors.

28. Prisoner

can't say i wasn't just down to draw my oc with the 'hasn't cut or combed her hair in almost a year' look. here's my pathfinder character eunika getting rescued from gay baby jail! she's a little grumpy.

09. Trilogy

shizu's brain: "trilogy" -> what's my favorite trilogy???? -> hobbit -> i see fire by ed sheeran. o>

feeling fairly prepared to roll for long awaited surtr arknights (the ultimate pyro lesbian arknight). got 90 rolls saved up, drew a catalyst for her (my hover image), and even went out to the convenience store to buy ice cream!

...my lactose intolerance did not appreciate the ice cream agh -

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i cheer for the angst and the story arcs but also deep down inside it h u r t s.

i like everyone's characters. TuT

a; the other day my dear friend melon dubbed me a 'fire lesbian' and tbh i've been wearing that proudly ever since. that's my aesthetic, my vibe, my groove, the character archetype (fate! oda nobunaga) i seek out in media and kin -
anyway thank you melon <3

q; do you collect plushies and which one's your fav?

mmmmnnngh moving out to a friends' place in 1.5 days and logically/consciously i think i am excited? i can finally leave my abusive household and maybe try starting a mental healing process...
emotionally i don't feel anything at all. i haven't perceived reality nor felt things in a very long while. :|

r-really? ;;A;; hhhhhnnn thank youuuu <333333333

as an artist i want to make the kind of art that amazing graphic artists like you all would icon. but i don't know what's the secret to getting that a e s t h e t i c that is yanno, the look. that perfect aesthetic you always carefully select from dozens of fanart. the right composition and positioning of the face, the expression, the colors, the colors, oh my gosh the colors. can ya'll like... teach me lol. *reaches out my hand half way*