god why does my room feel like an oven?!

first salary and what do I get:

the Bantam Classics version of Dante's Purgatorio. Yes, the one with the OG Italian text on the left side of the pages.

Actually I wanted Inferno but they don't have Inferno in stock, wtaf, so how'm I supposed to read THIS without the PREQUEL? OTL

okay Ven how sure are you you'll be able to keep ALL of this? *cue the laugh track*

- stay at my current job, sweat it out and hopefully gun for a promotion down the line? AHAHAHAHAHA

- SAVE. TRAVEL. MONEY. (girl your damned trip to Canada to visit your boyfran ain't gonna pay for itself)

- keep writing. Finish that Nanowrimo '18 thing you started. And fix the '17 one!

- learn how to code? So I can try to make pretty templates and jank too? Like. HELP?

- SAVE. GAMING. MONEY! (different from the travel goals, this is for me to get better jank so I can catch up on the Switch and shit)

hello darkness my old friend

- helpful memberbase who can cover staff-related questions when I'm away (honestly the one bane of living in Asia but all your members are scattered around the world is the TIME AREAS, I swear)

- posting! for! everyone! *insert Oprah bee gif here*

- when they like the site changes you implemented (that you spent weeks, nay, MONTHS orking on with blood / sweat / tears / screaming at the RNG)

- when members clamor you for unreasoable changes to the lore, ohhh this got to me every time. Especially if the lore's already part of 'site history' and they want to change something crucial out. a a a a a a g h

- changes that have been requested but nobody used them after their implementation. t h i s

- having to deal with staff drama. hello darkness my old friend

I miss the times when I could clear out an entire mod summons thread in like ~30 minutes because I was on a staffing roll then

I'm laughing at my one open Chrome window bc it has like 20+ something tabs open, and all of them are for the lone RP site I'm actively on rn and this is spread across 2 of my characters (well I haven't opened the tabs for my 3rd character's owed posts yet) and well

THIS IS SPARTA

about the only ENG-language version of Face my Fears I actually like oof

oh no

is it time to hang out in the bathroom until this passes over

s e v e n

god, even if I already cleaned the room and tossed the mattress there are STILL bedbugs?!