i spend my time writing 'well-written' garbage that i know would never in it's right mind be considered tactful enough to be published but its also the only kind of scenes i have motivation to write?? ugly, awkward, gross parts of being human.

i kinda accepted being published will never be something i achieve though so...guess i can write what i want lmaoo

MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD.

sometimes it's like...i find a place, things are going great, and then i burn out one day, out of the blue. i hate it! i let people down and it sucks.

(but then, i also have no personal projects. thanks n.k.jemisin for writing a series like that one i wanted to write but BETTER and now i can't write the damn story.)

my wife bought me a pumpkin spice latte for the first time today.

shit's overrated y'all, im sorry. ice caramel forever

ahhhhhhh!! so cute <3

hope you're both well and everything went smoothly

everyone: the SU movie was great!!!

me: ............ok so where my bitch Jasper at

idk where to put this but question for artists!!!

i've got two commission pieces (all fully paid for in advance) that i've not heard about in 2 months and 2 weeks respectively. ive not had any updates from the artists and theyre both still...well making art. both pieces were around $100.

how do i ask about progress and/or a refund without coming across as pushy? i also have 1 artist who hasn't confirmed whether or not they're ready to take my commission yet and i dont know if i should double check?

weird post, but i'm getting worried about where my money has gone ; u ;

hate to be a whiner but nothing makes me yeet a thread faster than seeing my partner respond a hours old thread in less than 30 mins when they haven't replied to ours in a week.

this is a hobby, its supposed to be fun, so i aint got time for people who make it frustrating or make me feel like crap.

i recently dipped back into forum rp cause i missed it and within a week i remember why i'd left x.x

feeling left out or forgotten sucks, even when unintentional. the amount of times i've heard 'oh dang must have forgot!' is dragging me down again.

even if its in good nature, its like yes...of course it'd be me people forget. that's just The Way It Is. but at the same time i don't want to stop before anything has even started.

i feel similarly - since i've started dming in particular i have quickly lost interest. a lot of it is i dont have negative feelings and events attached to tabletop rp like forum rp. plus, dming means i can really tell the stories i want to, and treat players to side stories and make sure they're never missed out. a lot can get lost in forum rp.

i think i might have actually grown out of rp...idk how to feel about that

why would a site remove it's member directory :thinking: :thinking:

Due to various reasons my campaign was delayed for two months and getting back into it was like trying carve a map into brick. First few sessions back were super rocky :/