stimulative medication in ph is so restrictive and expensive and adderall isn't outright banned but practically is

i just want to not take months or years to do sumthin 

Hust woke up
It’s 440am
I am craving for fried chicken

I made a banger steak rubbed with herbs and salt and pepper with pineapple soy sauce with honey and a splash of sake… honestly you cnat go wrong with pineapple…

all right it's jover guys time to be non-existent again

What circumstances do you consider is the prime time you post? Like, do you get the surge at 3am? After drinking hot coffee turned cold in room temperature? After talking to a friend?

I don’t actually know the answer for myself lmao. I notice more when i lose the will to write (burnout or something happening irl). Pacing myself is really important; i have to enjoy other things to maintain it. Maybe it’s a dopamine thing where, if i rp too much, my happiness level is off the charts and i ofc start getting immune to it and i start feeling disappointed since i’m not on the peak anymore and blame that on the rp

This question just came up bc i do get bursts of inspo at 3am (after a nap) (a bad timed nap clearly… like now.) and my will to write a post goes up the more i spend time outside… like everyone..

I dreamed about the same exact zombie premis i dreamed before why do i keeelvhavign zombie dreams

A cringe memory came up while trying to nap and now i am trying to forget it again STOP BRINGING IT UP BRAIN IT’S BEEN 10 YEARS

i just found out last year myself cause of weirdplutoprince's ace comics =))

before i found out i was ace, i found out i was autistic and i was like, wow so that's why i don't like physical touch! so when i ruminated about being ace, i started doubting which is which. as it turns out, there are plenty of aces who do enjoy physical contact, and are even okay with sex or/and having a partner. it always boils down to sexual attraction (different from libido! which aces can also have - even a high drive for) which can range from none to little. and boy, i do NOT have that at all. i thought i might have a tinnie tiny bit but nope. the more time passes the more i realize, it was always a nah. just good ole aesthetic attraction. :relieved:

eyo stingkies happy ace awareness week we only get 1 week to talk what’s up

… wait it’s still 2024

2026…