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MURAYAMA SENSEI AKA CREATOR OF SUIKODEN AND EIYUUDEN PASSED AWAY 😭😭😭😭 waaa first takahashi sensei now him the creators of my favs


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changed my name o to pantyshot senshi but realized ppl most likely think sailor senshi and they’ll think i named myself pantyshot soldier instead of the fine thighs of a malewife dwarf


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Bio dad has decided to comr over every morning to take walk the dogs and care for the old one during the morning and he was like, you should walk with me and im like

Man i want to use this time to NOT be with them lol the younger dog is fine since i dont have to be at his beck and call but the burnout with the older one is slowly killing me


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The thing that happened in 2020


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At least one thread with every person in the site hehe


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I am with you, but in reverse ; _;

So many pretty male characters but I feel like I haven't written a good male character in so long. So I collect them, stare longingly, and recommend 'em out to people who can use them more actively
it's so interesting, i also can't play male characters properly to save my life. in my case, i was a very uncultured youngin who always held that mentality of "i'm a girl, why would i play a guy? that's stupid lol" so i never bothered trying to play male characters. obviously i've outgrown that goofy mentality, but to this very day i can't play male characters well at all even though i really want to. they either get abandoned or scrapped all together. :sob:

also love the devi hover, she is bae



My personal experience was from a mental block. I imagine it’s different for everyone, but in case my perspective can help:

Im cis female but growing up, i was negatively impacted by how media portrayed women. Like everyone, i grew to hate pink and all feminine. I like action and heroism. I watched mecha and shounen shows, admired them guys. I related to them more. I hated shoujo and romance bc it was boring and weak, and i was taught by media that that’s what women are like and we are being made fun of it.

I only rpes guys for many years and though i dabbled in writing women, i struggled a lot. I once wrote a story as a kid with a leading female but she was kind of self-insertish. I couldnt write a woman that was just a person.

But a couple of years ago, i got into a song of ice and fire and catelyn and sansa’s povs in particular just opened my mental block on portraying and writing women. Catelyn represented a mother and sansa was your lady. But i liked them the way they are. I was intrigued by the way they were and wanted to know more. I empathized with them. It wasn’t that i didn’t think women could just be like a flawed person but just as it was media who harmed my young mentality back then, it was also someone’s portrayal that undid it.

And even since, i’ve just been happily writing so many women. And learning i an really into non gender-confirming and role reversal stuffs helped a lot too. It can be buried in our exp, as well as preference.

It’s fun learning about yourself!


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Trying so hard to win master mode vs steven with wallace but the only consistent rain setter who can help wallace can also crush steven casually

last edit on Feb 14, 2024 0:12:23 GMT by catholic priest jason todd


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Crop. Grey background. Linear burn/multiply image with opacith adjustnent. Curves.

A few more steps than typical but nothing heavy. Just simple stuff to make it subtle.



Is it good? Who knows lmao.
last edit on Feb 13, 2024 23:47:58 GMT by catholic priest jason todd


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It’s 14 here how are we halfway through febtuaty already


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11, half of that popular convenience store


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My room smelled like foot cream all day


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