it’s raining and whenever it does kaiba’s green haired face just pops up in my head…

i dont know ff16 nor do i know clive rosfield and their tits but i fully support tits -er. You. I support you.

*reads into safe binding*
*reads about how hot it can be*

Ahh well crud this aint happening them I ALREADY HAVE HEAT INSULTION PROBLEMS THERE

Liquid

also, i’m a trans man now still she/her bc i dont really care about it… at least not until i go through a top surgery (money the only thing stopping me) (not urgent so im just gonna lowkey stealthy live as a woman mostly still lel) (thank you for that tumblr post about “why transition when ur going to wear girly clothes anyway” and yes bc i wanna slay as a boy) (this is actually the first time in saying this) (and though it’s outwardly not a big deal i feel a bit nervous) (really get now why comin out is so hard) (*fingerbangs* idk what else) (i will tell my family… dont really care but idk i feel like it would be bettttteeeeer)

me: i no nothing abt jt but im sure phantom of the opera is cool. don’t get what’s fun about the romance though

me, stumbling on a phantom of the opera bl omegaverse: wait i get it now

Sometimes the voice in my head goes “i wish i had an angel” so i have to listen to nightwish again in 2024 (not that i ever grew tired of them)

faint realization some of the names here are people i vaguely know from 10 years ago ya all are old (and wonderful)

remembering that time i explained to my friend back in high sxhool what fan service is and my explanation was (me being ace and only providing what i know of fanservice based on media) “so it’s like zuko being naked”

And her immediate reaction was “ew!”

In hindsight i realized she’s lesbian

The older i get the happier i am over the fact i didnt get into any relationship while in school. Nothing’s sexier than having your life put together. Thank you past me for being too ace and a strict prude for sparring your 30 yesr old self more cringe

op characters, or characters that lean on excellence and “above others” are fun bc you can show they’re still stupid and human. Loser arcs are my favs.

One of my fav op characters is sung hyunje from s classes. He’s a very true neutral kind of person who only serves himself. But due to his nature, he winds up very bored. Being an outlier also means you just generally have a very independent perspective; you’re a weirdo, really. He doesn’t judge others based on normal society since if you’re op in the first place, you would be so removed from the normal. He is whimsical yet also rational. He is silly and a bastard. And every time the mc asks him about simple things about if he’s had anyone wished him a happy bday, or if he’s called anyone a friend, the mc points out that he’s pitiful for having lived that way. Being removed from the normalcy is kind of a loser thing and hyunje is like, hm, valid, and he embraces being treated to the simple life and how he starts to learn warmth and affection through a domestic life and a genuine connection from a weak person who is striving to find happiness, like everyone else

Tl;dr mp100 but yeah. Op characters are actually funny and cool. I love playing them bc it highlights what we take for granted irl

Edit: i also have to shoutout to vicious from tales of crestoria. He’s not that op in lore but pretty damn powerful and has that vibe. But he doesnt take baths, is a drunk, a tsundere showing his abs, gets off danger and dying, and learns to trust and love bc of a stupid kid and he knkws he’s mighty stupid for falling for it but he’s yolo incarnate and bless him (he’s aslo the pic at the back kf my phone still)

Edit2: Also LELOUCH FROM CODE GEASS. His op with his geniuses but god people do not know how to write genius characters anymore. Theymre still HUMAN and i’ll just link my tumblr yap abt it www.tumblr.com/tanzakukun/747185582166474752/what-makes-lelouchs-character-so-intriguing-and

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